Life as I see It

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2005-06-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

2005-05-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

WOoOOoooo~~~~

Finallay UpdatING..hehekz...ITs not that I doNT haVe the time...its just dat i'm lazy.heeee....N MAYBE..i dont have time.ANd the ONLY reasON i'm updatinG is i CAnt slEEp. sLEpt the momenT i got Hm abt 6pm...n woke up JUx now at 11.30m.heee....dats lyke 5.5hrs...shEeesH~...WASTED PRECIOUS TIME...DAnG~...but waD da HEck...can REst here n tHEre...somewat needs it.

sChool's been Fine...i think.exCept daT soccER is LYke TOoo Time COnsuMINg... affecTing the stuDies...been dOing tutorials...especially maths..i thInk..not dat i'm good at IT...its just dat its more do-able..phySics too...i think...BUt i dont think i can score fer tests or wutever...not within my capability. CHEM....i'm lyke somewhat LOsT...just lyke in secondary schOol...i KNow SHyyte bt CHEm..hahakz...how i wiSHed i couLD have taken Maths.chem .lit...dat Wud Be puuurfeCt.
WEll..wad da heck..dats not how things are...soOo acCEPt it.

N oH...i TOok Back my O'level Cert alreaDy...yaY~...the Pride of my life...so far...i thInk...maybe Not...but...ONE of the priDes of my lIFe..hehe...anyways...kinda told the oTHer bpians in ij dat i'd be taking wit them..but ended UP taking ferst on weDs..hehe..nvm..the nxt tyme they Go...i stIll follOw lah... NWAES, when i went back the other day...went wit din,eirfan,iza,chon,guoxing,nurul....MisseD the PEeps...eirfan and diN especIally...hahakz...Missed the Jokes n all the mindless craps...sooo...meetinG them agaiN was FUN...stres-relieving ( tho i'm not dat stressed out ) . oh...BP was havINg pracTise fer the Reunion DInna..the G5 was there...ncc,npcc,band,scouts,guides...blah3... SO SEMANGAT~!...woOoo...missed NCC...NOT REALLY..hahakz...i seldom WEnt nwae...but The memOries are GOLD i tell u..the painting of the ncc room( hehe...)...the camp days...the drills.....
It was GREAT...woOoohOOoOO~~~... but dats past... soo..yaHz.. boO Hooo~..

i got MOre stuffs to blOg...bUT...hehe...i feel lyke sleeping..AGAIN~..hehe... tmr goT PW group meetiNG...waaaH~...MUST do properly...get things done..hopefully...heEee...nWAes MY GROUP ROX...hahakz...actualli...any GROUP will roCK...I LOVE my CLASS...a perFEct MixtuRE of FUN bUT seriOUs ppl...WeEeEeEeeEee~~~ :D:D:D

// X-country \\

2005-04-29T22:31:00.000+08:00

Had my Ferst eVEr X-country Run...woooo....fUN seh...run at maCritichie...

anyWhoos...woKe up EArly..8 plus...early To me lah...nwaes, ferst thang i did...ATE ice-cream...den went online...did nothinG.hehekz...den Go eat CHIPSAHOY wit YummaH creamy HL milk.woOoo....den...went to AMK to meet Da guYs...we ate fersT...ate FISH N CHIPS....den we went 4 friday prayers and den go MAcrichties..hehekz...

Anyways...i DOnt NOE how...but i ended Up being in da COmpetitive runNerss....shYte...sHUd have Come LATER...den No need Run liao. anyWhoos...still raN..hahakz...da Route wAs sUm waT fUN...full of ups n downs...we, as in da soccer guys, we started at da back...dont wanna be tooO seriOus fer da ferst X-country...besides we had nothing to prove watever...soOo...yahZ...Ran n ran...its lyke...the jungle terrain was too bumpy..to me...i prefer running at the sides of the expressway...it was MUch betta..tho it seemed lyke an endless stretch of pavement...Reminds me of twilight zone..but...nwaes, i was lyke..."dreaming" ...so didnt really felt da endlessness. was Thinking Of lotsa stuffs...i dont abt wat...cant remember wat now...but...yahz...hehekz... PRob something deep...or crap thing lah..

SO...ended up being 46...dat means ...overtaking 34 ppl...hahakz...well, doesnt matter...at least i ran the whole route..soOo...well...a job well done fer me i must say..hhahakz...faizal dID a GREAT job toO...he's improVing...as in his size is dropping...partly because his growing taller...yahz...anywhoos, congraTs faiZal... :D soOO proUd of U~..hehekz...n peeps..i'm straight okay..hahakz..

well, Cheered here n there...look at people here and there...i dont noe why...but i find great joy in looking at people doing stuffs..watever it is lah...whether its something stoopid or....wutever...hahakz... but i always hope nobody's looking at me..cos...most of da tyme, i'm prob making a fool of myself.ha. OKay...soo dats dat...oH yah...MILO is nice.FREE MILO is HEAVENLY.hehelkz...helped myself to a couple of drinkS..n OH...my NEW found friend...fell while running...so she says..sooo..hope she's not injured.but she didnt seem to be.maybe just a little pai seh.hehekz.. :P:P:P OH...jalilah Finished 3rd...WOoOoo...she's fast.for a malay...never seen a fast malay girl before soo...WOoo....

SooO...today's x-cOuntry waS...Fuuun~.. yay. :D

NOw....da "long weekend".

Lotsa HW to be Done...

Lotsa catching up to do...

n I'm feeling determined...

"feeling"

// missIng me HUh \\

2005-04-23T15:25:00.000+08:00

Well....laziness gt da better of me...have Not beeN updaTINg...but...now Dat the soccer tournament is over...i see myself havIng more precious tyme...enough tyme to blog occasionally that is..

OKay...anywhoos, life been pretty tirIng fER me...wiTh soccer tournament N all...cudn't really do the tutorials...aND kinda getting lagged BehiNd..SOooo hopefully, i'll recover...cos...i donT really wanT to be lagg further behiNd.. The soccer tournament started with a sour note and enDed as a relief...lost all matches...the scorelines form an ap.ferst term 2. common difference 1. up to 3rd term. hehekz... well, doesnt matter dat we lost...at least we lost systematically...showinG dat we soccer players have a mathematical mind.ryte...nwaes, great experience... of course...no shame with losing... thro losses do we learn to grow. we'll be back nxt yr...aND i'm sure da results wonT be da saME~

N oH....da UniforM IS OUT~... frankly speakIng...i dont realyl have any problem wIt it...haaaa...oKaay..maybe da color aint dat original but...well... at least we have a uniFOrm.. haaakz... everyone has to wear it as of MONDAY. soOo yah...the whole school will be weaRin da uNifORm...i hope WE'll look Niice..the thAng bout da uniForm is dat we woNt be able to TUCK It OUT~...as in...errr..its kinda lyke...errr...i dunnoe hw to explain...BUT we JUST cant tuck it out~..hahakz... OKAy...soooo dats dAt~...woRds cant explaiN it...i'll take Photos one of these days...n i'll update my long untouched fotopages..

errr....OH yah...i HATE PW...as in...its soo troUBlesOMe...hafta to research here there...and everywhere...PLus its hard to generate IDEAS...dat is original...besides...how da *toot* do we noe dat our iDEA is ORIGINAL...for all we noe some tom,dick and harry has alREAdy came Up wit da IDea...sooo..shyte...I dont Think i'll do well In PW...aND i certainly dont think i'll do well fer SPA....hahakz....PRACTICALs are such a NO-NO fer me...saying dat i suck at practicals is an understatement. haaaa.....i thInk practicals is wat pulled my marks down fer o'levels... most of da tyme...i have no iDEA wat to dO...and wat i'm supposed to do...and eveN whEn i DO nOE...i dONt Noe HOW i'm supposed to do it...sooo...most of da tyme,its monkey see monkey do.hahaakz....

OH...abt my CLass...my class is PAcked With smARt asseS...wooo..~ everybODy is lyke SOooo hardwoRking..plus they Noe how To do the stUffs...its lyke sOOo totally opposite of my secondary school class.where the culture is...u dont do...i dont do..n basically, nothing gets done...NOW...in 05S41, not doing means u're da onli ONE not doIN...and ITS tough.cos i slmply caNt do many stUffs...its lyke..i'm soOo deAD.but lookiNg at da bright side...nobody's stingy...they share there knowledge openly...SOooo...dats great...i hope...in tyme to come...i'll be able to help them da way i think they'll help me... :D

okay...NOW...i'm kinda just lazing ard..i woke up at 9...watched THE GREAT CHALLENGE..da movie featuring da YAMAKASI cast...great shOw..den...watched DISCOVERY CHANNEL...den i slept again...n i just woke up at 2+..and nobody's HOMe...ahhhz...n v hungry..soooo tempted to order CANADIAN PIZZA.wakakaka....well...we'll see...

alRitey dEN...dats alL..gonna bath...hehe...sooo late..well,its betta late den never riiTez? hehe...:P

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2005-04-10T10:33:00.000+08:00

Woke up earLY today...buT...DIdnt Go fer a Jog at the StadiUm...aNd noT v Sure i'm GOin to THe Lib to sTudy...hahahakz...kiNda laZy...But we'll see...its Still onli 10+... haha..

AnyWhoos, yEsterdAY was Jammed PAcked daY...staRted Wif aN eaRly MorniNG...haVing soCcer TrainINg at Christ Church...n ITs da Ferst Ever tRaininG wIF da ACTUAL coach aroUnd...hahakz...crazy seh...this ThursDay is da TOurnament...and NOW den gOt propeR traiNing..hehekz...but nVm lah... well...had BREAKFAST at BK...its my ferst ever breakfasT there...anD gAwwwD..its Suuperr niice...haha...Yummy....NOT as Filling as mac's breakfast,bUt its Just faBulously niiice. :D canT wait fer my Nxt breaKfast There. BUT the TRUE highlight of da MornIng IS da UnfortunaTe inciDent dat HappeneD laTer...

JEng JEng JEng~~~

suSpense Huh~~~

hehe...well..u see...Poor Zool Got iNto soME kinda TroublE. NOt IntenTionally OF couRse..boys WILL be boys..wat caN i say...anywhoos, he kinda(out of cheekyness) rolled a ball down WHilst on da escalator down...to be precise, it was da escalator at woodlands interchange, and he was rolling da ball down on da right side of the conveyor...he was actualli rolliNG it dowN to aMiin. We were Jux makIng our way to da Christ Church Secondary fer trainniNg anD moods Were Quite High espEcially siNce we were wearing our school jersey...anD ESPECIALLY(fer me) we just had a GREAT breakfast.hehe... okay okay..so THis is waT happened.. da Ball ROlls down...smoothly...until it hit da jagged edge of somethingmajig. DEN...it Flew OFF coursE, aND ended Up hittiNg this MAKCEK! BAAANG! SHAAAM! SLLLLAAAAAAaaaaMMM!!! woOoO! actualli, it merely hit her..kinda bumped her..or wheezeeD her...but...wadEva,it Hit her HeaD... sooooo U CAN imagiNe da Look on her facE..dE anGUish! Well, out of aNger anD watever reaSons...she beNDed down to picked Up da BAll.... its REALLY a sToopid thang to do siNCe u're On da EscalOtor anD espECIALLY since u're almost finishIng ur desceNd on da escalaTOr.. sO as She beNDs, struggling( since she's "pretty" plum,hehe) , da escaLAtor ride came to an abrupt enD.theN~ she tripped over da edge(at da end of da escalator thingy) anD seNt a a maJor tremor...hehe...it was LYKE....KABABOOOM!...hehe...and worst thing of all...She waS SOOOO SLOW TO get up....she waS lyke ramBLing whilst lying ON da floor...RIGHT IN FRONT of da escalatOr...how SToopid! people are lyke behiNd...anD she's blOCking da whole passage...WAd da heCK! luckILy, NObody tramPled over HEr or fell oN her...sTOoopiD! Well, Of course wiTh a FAll Lyke daT~ U'd Be EMBARRASED lyke shyyyTE! SOoo....well, it gOT worse laH..stARted sCOlDing wat shYte...sayINg "DO U NOE I'M A SECONDARY SCHOOL TEACHER???" ...well..dats meaningless lah...buT she wanTs to shOut it..sooo...be IT. hahakz...N sayINg zoOl's head is smalLEr den da ball( i dONt noe...but DEFINITEly not an ENGLISH TEACHER) and saYing she JUst ate 3 soccer balls...hehe..OKay dats a Lie..but she REALLY DID look lyke she ate 3 balls.hehe... dEn sHE weNT off With da BAll...(DEFINITEly Not fer her PE class, maybe to teaCH her SECONDARY students how to cook and eat a ball). DEn edwIN( a fellow soccer player) wenT to attaIn da ball.( by da way, its faizal's ball) Tried to reasON wit her...evEn apologised Profusely...bUT NOPe...she weNt on to scold edwin fer no REASOn...come ON lah FATASS...it was an accidenT...Soooo....afTEr much DRama...she Went Off...wif da ball.to cOok her nxt meal.

<> i had my tuition at Home...yahz....brought it ferwaRD to 2 sinCe i gt clAss outING in da EveninG...sooOO tuiTion was OKAY...weNt throUGh summatiOn...feel lyke i dont realLy need It but....i'm sure this feelINg is da prodUct of lazyness anD da WANT to have mOre tyme fer myseLF.sooo....i'm juX gonna Go on aND contiNue haVing iT..

Well...LAter...weNT fer claSs ouTing...DIN and ZUFAR...was tHere tOo..hehe..donT noe why..buT nVm..oLD friends are alWays welcoMed...MEt adeel anD faizal and them at sembawaNG thEn moveD on.any ways...weNT to FISH&CO at dhouby goat(hehe) there. weLl...a LOT of pEople camE! woOo...not realLY but QUite a Lot...24...alOng wiF MR LIM~...da student-lyke-teacher...SOooo... it waS greaT lah...got to interacT wiTh thEm...da FOod WAs niiiCE tooo....it wud have been excellent if it wont cost me $20...haiz.... buT nVm...well, goT to Noe sOMe of thEm betta...Well, after eaTinG, LYke USually, dOnt noe wheRE to go..endeD up loungIN outsiDe FISH&CO.THEN FInally weNT to ESPLANADE THERE...sat DOWn...tok2...laugh2...AND ALMOST PLAYED catching...Haaa....luckily did NOt.haha..soo...ketePAk kEtePin keTePut...reacHEd hm at 12 +... ate , drank, slept~

// 2 weeKs past \\

2005-04-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

its beEn two Weeks...but it felt hardly More den One.. SO called make up lectures anD blah Blah blaH...well...fer now..it seems oKay...da questIon is wheTher i CAn cope When things get haRder...bUt...well...it all seEms okay noW...so...wad Da heCK! :P

AnyHow, by shEer Luck... i got intO sOCcer...soo..Yay fEr mE~ nw i've gOT a CCA...WooooO! TouRnamenT's on Thursday....But...We haveNt really gel-ed as a Team...wat nOT..its all beEn a BLurry Rush...anYwhoos, i hope we'll leaRn a thiNG or Two aFter da CompetItiON...da REal tarGEt wUd be Nxt Yr~ Yaahz....da Soccer Guys are Great...hahakz...Fun to be wiTH...buNch of Farnie...talenTed Guys... wHOa...cOol...Got viC,da captain...da malay-looking chiNese..hahakz...da buddhist lookinG chrisTian..hahakz...i guess he's a masTer of decePtion~ muahaha....well...actualli..i was tHinking OF wriTing abT soME other playErs..but...i'm kinda laZy nOw..soOo..hehe...soRIe... :P

Soooo....NOw...i dOnt have Much to saY...its NOt dat i Dont have AnythIng to say..its jux dat i dont have MUCH to say..haha.. oh yah...da malay cultural society has a project to do...a dikir Barat thingY...Well... gOOd luCk wiTh dEm..hahakz...of cOurse...i'm not in iT..hehe... if u people noe me wEll enOugh,u'd noe dat bY now..hehe...

lateLY...& evidenTly...i'm beCOming lazieR to Add new Posts...haha...Dont realLy feeL da Urge to wrITe...errr...no.i DO want to Write..but..i doNt realLY noe wAt to wRite..yahz...hahakz...nwaes, dats dAT...hahakz... :D

// oh well \\

2005-03-25T17:37:00.000+08:00

sOoo...posted to innova..hahakz...Yay~..finally..got to a new school. well...orientation...cant say dat it suck..but..it kinda suck.hahakz.. :P but please be aware dat i'm referring to ONLY da orientation.da peeps were fIne..still too early to judge.n...i dont really wanna judge. da orientation was disorientated. weEe....but dat dooesnt matter..its ended.monday..cca flea market..wadadaa...den got lesson.yay...cant wait fer dat.lessON...it beats doIng lame stuff.but..yeahz..cant believe i'm soooo eager to learn. woOo...

Got to noe new people...wooosaaa(this means nothing...but just say it out loud...it sounds nicee..???) any whoos...new people from all range of life..hahakz...some were enthu some were not...but...i guess its just dat they're shy...anyhow, got to "noe" this guy who's good at guitar...dont noe him..hehe..but..saw him play...wala...he's good. den there's this hiphop-lyke guy...taufiq..well...dats all i noe ...his name..taufiq...wonder if he breakdance...maybe can learn a thing or two from him..well...da point is ....there's sooO many people...with soOo many abilities...and..cool~.. wonder wats mine....hmmm...heck noes..

uniform wise...there's still no uniform...dang~...i hope its not crap..dont wanna look lyke yishun jc...lyke some factory uniform.. sheeesH~.. da school compound is not ready either...but...i'll say..it looks okay...but a bit barren..more plants...hehe...plants help to ease da mind..n...i still dont noe my way around...sooo...yahz..

anD OH...i've decided not to take f maths after all...i figured dat...with 3 subjects...the probability of scoring As is much higher if i take 4. Plus f maths aint just a stroll in da park...its hard..soo...yahz... gotta Hafta put iN more effOrt in these 3 subjects den...cant afford to flop any one...soo..da subjects are maths,chem,physics....Ooo.....niice...no arts subject...ironic since both my humans were betta den my science..but..Nvm,..i Love maths..n I lOVE physics toO..( though never dat good in it)..and chem...well...i think it'll be a useful subject...due to da rising industry..

da onli thang dat upsets me bout da school is....da Food..da malay stall sucks..sheesH~...yucks... da food... SUCKS!...well...dat doesnt help at all..if da food dont appeal to my appetite...i'm goin to be skinnier den i already aM...N...DAMN!... not Cheap either...shit shit shiT!... fOod..is important...but..i havent tried any otha stalls..sooo... cant be totally upset yet.

Okkk....enuff bt Innova...

lately...i've been stretchin at hm..hehe...okay...this aint exciting stuff, but then again...my entry has never been exciting....but nwaes, if u're bored...i suggest u leave NOW. okay...i've reeally stiffen up...not dat i was flexible b4...but..now..i'm lkyke a wooden plank..literraly..well...this aint good. i hafta stretch myself...physically n mentally...it'll help to build my endurance,,plus some discipline..hehekz... well...da real reasOn dat i wanna stretch n stretch and attain flexibility..is dat...i wanna learn to do da windmill...or flare..hehekz...dont ask me why...i jus feel da urge tO. this may sound lame or stupid thang to do...but i think its good.at least it keeps me occupied.n keep me away from smoking or wadever bad habits ah...silly stuff...is betta den doing stupid totally not beneficial stuff.. sooo yahz....well... sunday...gonna jog...at track...at woodlands..den gonna study...i'm thinking of makin this a routine...yeahz...goin wif hizam...i think...i hope..cos he's really useful...can really help in da studies..and maybe my ogl goin to...accidentally msged her while ajak-ing wak...sooo...yahz... anyhow..any body wanna tag along..u're welcome..but then..i'm trying to keep it a small outing...sooo...yahz...

oh yah...watched tv yesterday...blue planet on discovery channel..well...its a wonder why sooo little attention is paid to exploring da ocean's seabed... n den millions of resources is spent on space exploration...well..this really doesnt have to do with anythang...but...yeahz...i wonder how life is at da bottom of the deepest sea..some used to say dat nothing can survive in at da bottom of the sea...but this...i find funny....if da ocean cant provide da conditions for a life-form to survive...why then do dey believe dat there's life in space......well..all this means nothing to some of u all..but its irritating to me...da fact dat humans are sometimes blindly ambitious, chasing fer da bigger fish while ignoring da smaller yet precious fishy(hehe). da same goes fer da fact dat little is done to safe the dying world, whilst a lot is done to make our life simpler AT da cost of the earth...

And...now..i'm embarrased fer popping up some lame crap...hehekz..sooo... off i go...to do some maths. :D

// waaaH...daH lama ye Tak Update \\

2005-03-21T20:26:00.001+08:00

its been pretty long since i updated huh...well,i'd apologise 4 making u peeps miss me..but...i dont think anybody's reading..sooo..good.hehe..:P And SO! lots have passed...well..senTosa...wenT there yet agaiN..u can read bout dat at adEel's blog..hehe...yahz...n u can check da pics at HIS fotopage tOo..:P or u can try mine..but..dont trust to hope..cos da bloorDy netwoRk hasnt been smiling kindly at me...i've been tryINg to update but...sheeesH~...aint werkIng..soo...be patient..orr...u can just 4get bout it....ok.wadever.

da otha day..sleptover at sharil's home.weeE...actualli..dats da day after goin sentosa..yahz..da same day me,eirfan,faizal,din weeNt to bp..supposedly 4 da g5 camp...well..didnt Do much there cos dIn was reprimanded 4 his looong,utt-like hair...soo...we..went off...but beinG there surely brought back some memories..some good..some bad..any how, dat doesnt matter...wont be in bp anymore...maybe 4 teachers' day...yahz......after dat...later..dat night..or evening..went to sharil's house...overnight..played games...ps2..fun fun fun...hahakz...lots of luff...kinda enjoyed myself..actualli..i ENJOYED myself..not kinda..hahakz...sooo..thank you sharil 4 ur hospitality.

soOo..dats dat..tmr...getting da resUlts..posting results..n guess wat...wed hafta report..darn..dats fasT.but good...dont wanna stall nmore...i wonder how i'll be in da new school...hopefully,i'll manage...hopefully, i'll make new + good friends, hopefully, it'll be fun...FUN..dats important..hehekz..

well...bout da studies part...i kinda learnin c maths..practicing..yahz...its kinda same lyke a maths..but its okay..well..gonna try f maths..dont noe if its a good idea..but..wad da heck...i can always drop it....but i hope i dont have to...i dont intend to..but if everything's goin downward..i'll hafta..physics n chem...havent started yet..especially chem...i hope it wont be dat hard...physics...i'm just reading up...not much though..hehe..sayy..4 pages..hehe.. :P its a lot to me..:P anD i think my english sucks...my range of vocab is short..and...i'm not INTO current world events.sooooi guess my GP's gonna suck. cca wise...i hope can join soccer..if not..i'll go 4 hockey..if both cant...i'm a loser...AND So..i'll join some club..orr...maybe i wont even join a cca...sooo..yahz...if there's a capoeira troupe..den i'll join but..i doubt it..i wonder if da capoeira sessions at nus is free and open to public..i wanna Join..but...den again..DAT Wud realli tighten my schedule...sOoo..hafta think twice...n guitar course..I sooooo wanna join a guitar course since i picked up guitar 2 or 3 yrs ago...damn lah..i suck at it..cant play it..cant sing..sHYTE! hahakz...but..doesnt matter..err...i'm okay wit dat... maybe not..but...i THINK i'm ok wit dat.??? i'm confusing myself..sooo..nvm...n oH..i bought a sketchbook..wakaka...well...i've found somethang else...i cant draw either...Sooo...yahz..shyTE. it seems lyke i cant do many stuffs dat othas can...but..yet...i dont feel da need To.i guess...i learnt dat i'm betta in sum otha ways..dat i JUst havent discovered yet...

// waaaH...daH lama ye Tak Update \\

2005-03-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

// aN eNtry \\

2005-03-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

Well...jux an Entry..yahz..actuAlli was Trying to Update my Fotopage bUT da cOnnectiOn sUX pLus THIS computer SUCKS...sOo....yahz...gave Up on dat...sO...now..i'm trying to Update MY blog...yahhz...

K starT off wiF yesTErday...Well...wenT to sENtosa...yet aGain..its Lyke a Once-a-week kInda thingy...so...GREAT~...i dont mind dat at all.if there's goIn to be a sentosa club in Innova..i'm DEFINITELY goin to join.hahakz..and oH...da camEra is OF course wit Me now...its ok...useable..though i cancelled da repaiR.maybe the repair guy accidentally repaired it...or maybe he was jux bored and decided to repair it..either ways...the lcd screen is back on..da onli malfunction is da control pad and the lens wHIch sinply refuse to close fully...so wadda hecK..at least safe some $$$.seNTosa Was fine..no dOGs.back to its traNquil self.wHen we came it was high tide...almost 4 metres high...but by the tyme we left its...SUPER LOW tide..it was lyke 1 metre deep onli..ha!...well...adeel brought his cuzz's skimboard..so der's tWo..i USed my bro-in-law's..cos i prefer it..and yahz...skImmed n skimmeD...now i'm worned oUt...flat...skimming..is really tiring...its lyke..doing mulitiple short sprints...and occasionally end up crashinG...i thInk i got da basic skImming part...gonna learN some Stunts..or tRicks..hahakz...tried Jumping.da hEight aint der yet...bUT..it wiLl be AccomplisHEd..And...da GenG..swaM to da remote "islanD".again...i diD not Go...focused On skimming...hahakz...musnt be distracteD in achieving my Goal..heh...have always been lyke dat...i mean..when it comes to having fun lah..i'll go on and have my own fun.hahakz...sOooo dats sentosa...read adEel's blOG...he always writes In depth.hahahakz...SOooo. GO!.. anD come checK my Fotopage soOn...

Well...today...weNt to Library..woodlands..wiTh dIN.met haryana at woodlands.wif her sis.sooo..prob didnT go sch.tsk tsk tsk...Noti nOti~ hehe...:P okayy....Ferst of all..wenT to eat...at the fOod court..aND A MUST HAVE...okay..this is important...aLL U PEEPS BETTA READ THIS...da MILKSHAKE AT THE FOODCOURT IS NIIIICE~..hehekz...yahz...so...go graB IT!erm..its a bit x..but...yummy...a heavenly treat. :P ... dEn...jalan2...walked walked..erm...dEN..Go lIb..read some magz..DEn went to da 2nd fLoor...memories of pre-o'level times flashed fer a mOment..hehekz...hectic tymes...determIned MOMENTS..nwaes...tried doINg some maths stuff..i bought a maths book...err...fer c maths..so...yahz...did some of it..its lyke a maths..soOo..do-a-ble..well...doesnt matter...have my tuition on Saturday...not being kiasu..being realistic..i've goT a lot to catch up on...plus..i'm goin to try f maths...ambitious me..hehe..yahz...gotta try...i lOve maths..sort of...betta den any adda subjects..so yahz...maybe..maybe i'll drop f maths..before my A's..but i've got to give it a shot.fer Now.oh..da subject combination i'm taking..is PHY,CHEM,C maths,F maths...i decided on dat..but...yahz...if i can take i take...computing i realise..is not dat necessary..WITh da subject combination i chose..i can still navigate towards COMPUTER ENGINEERING and such...PLUS...i can gO do Other enGineeriNG stuFf...yahz...soOo..YAhz...oh...dIN chosen biomed..same wif eirfan..at sp...most prob meet each otha..hahakz...wEeE....well...i'm kinda excited to go iNnova...REALLY.haahkz..i wanna noe wat kind of peoPLe go THere...but...i'm going TO try the hardesT to make sUre i woNt regret tryinG fer NATIONAL and da other established scHools...so...friends in innova...help me Out k...we'll werK harD to Excel otay?? hehe...espEcially u diNie..lets stRIve hard TOgatHER...:D:D:D:D have always wanTEd to go to distance wit ya...here's another chance..so lets not waste iT k bRo? :D

ANd..oh...i cut-ted my hair..at ec..at woodlands..hahakz..its short..yahz..dats all..hehe..nothing spectacular..i STILL look GREAT~. :P wEEeE....n oh..my msn cant be used..one cOM is SPoilt..doNT noe wat da heck happen...and this one i'm usinG cant loG in to msn...blocked by NORTON INTERNET SECURITY..and da thAng is..DA PROGRAMME refuse To open..soo...i canT do anythiNg bout it...sOo...yahz...cant go online..nvm...dont do much there..except chat..but..sure do miss goin online...hahakz...sOo...yahz..i guess...dats it...

OH OH!...goin sentosa nxt wednesday..please cOMe...i think many people goin..so...whoever wanna Go...sms me..or...wutever lahz...its da hols..soo...go out aNd enJoy..okaY den..aDIoz...tyme to try update my fotopage...

// mY biRthday \\

2005-03-06T23:10:00.000+08:00

HeeEee...yeaPz...yeSterDay Was My bIrthdaY...Hoooray......No longer Sweet 16..Now,i'm da SweeteSt 17..Wakakaka... :P nWaes, My birthday StarteD off wiT me GOin hm From wErk at 8 plUs..hahakz...On da Way hm, saW some BPians DOing da CIP.coLlect NewspAper thiNGy ma JIg...saW soME 4A chInese on 300 Bus jus aS i waS reacHing Hm...hahakz...nwaes, REached Hm...siap2...Out i GO again...to PLay soCcer at Bbt...Wit Dinie anD shahRil...da Rest weNT to tOWn...by da resT...i Meant DIn,faizal,eiRfan,adeel,aDIb,meiZhen,Hizam...hehe...Hizam... :P well...Went Off to Join dEm at 12+...So yaHZ..

WEll,me Shahril anD dinie...made a Pit sTOp at city hall interchange...where I had to atteNd to The call of naTUre..hehe...So...yahz...after dat wenT jalan2...whilst waitinG to meeT da resT...soRt of...actualLi...we were reluctanT to meet thEm..cos In nuMbers...dey teNd to get IndecisIVe anD slOW...yahz...nwaes, me,sharil n diNie..were DraiNEd of everY lasT jouLE. we snApped up anY oppOrtunity to reSt.we wEnt peNinsula..wHere i BOught soMe cloThiNgs dat mouNt up to $100..hahakz...wEeee...neBER speNt dat mUch beFOre...but hell yahz...a bdae Treat Fer myseLF...n oH..visiTed da Guitar shOp...n...ooooo...i Soooo wanT to have my guiTar repaiRed...i nEed tO play IT...da Guitar TOng i mean...da elecTric...is OSo a biT spOilt...but...stIll can use. ....dEn..."SOON" met da resT...hahakz...deN...weNt to eaT at Long John..den wenT hm..Cos din haD to go Home...yahz...sooo...yahz...went Hm..excepT eIRfan anD sheryl... sOo..dats dat...on da way Hm....on da tRain...teasEd hiZam alOt...hahakz...n...i mean a lOT~...hehekz...soRie eh hizaM...tapi...sluar canTek.. :P hehe...soo...yahz...got hm at 7 lyke dat...Too exhausted...i tot of taking a nap..but after 24+hrs of no sleeping...i kinda slept lyke a lOG...soo...Woke UP this mOrning...YAy~...whilst watcHing slamat pagi singapura...had the openINg ceremony of bdae gIFts...hehe...YAy...

wEll, i've goT to say..this yr's bdae ROCKS!...i goT a GREAT early gift on mOnday..hahakz...weEee...anD todaY...this MornINg...thIngs just Got betta...hehekz...starTed OFf wiTh da prezziE fRom dearEst kaK noNg...wEEeeEe....well,she BurnT a MAjor hole in her Pocket by gettiNG me da wonDerful gift..i MuZ thanK her yet aGAin...whoaa....its So cOol...nw i've got a blue...i-pod...mini...Yay~ WeEeeeeeEEe~!!! hahakz....i waS shOcked...speecHless..not really speecHless..but dumbfounded.yahz...bUT grateful...and delirIous no doUbt..SecONd was By abAng MUS~my bRo in law...he boUght da prezzie some time back..but i toLd him to keep iT ferst aNd waiT fer my bdaE....gUess wAT??noW...i've gOT nike air force one SneakErs...weeeEE...haVE beeN wanTing to bUy sneAkers sINce...ages...n nOw...i gOT iT~ tHx Bro~.. lAstly...a prezziE frOM aBg faizaL..kakak yanG's tunang...*i thiNk. errr...yahz..as in..i duNnoe whether i'm using da rite werd...but yahz...he GOt me a G-shoCk watCH...WeEeEe....been thiNking of bUying new WatcH..and...tadaaaA~...Its blacK..sleek..n cOol...or maybe its me...i'm makINg it look sleek and cOol...AND BLACK~..hahakz...well..nwaeS, Niiice...i'm lYke sooo hapI...i've always beEn praYing Fer little materiaLS...as in...yahz...thIngs ar...n ....its beeN answereD...Looks lYke...gettINg my list of "demands" or wanTs short...i teNd to get it...n thus...be easiLy contEnt anD happy...YAy~

Well...jux nw..wenT tO faizal house...registered da JAE thiNgy...i've decided..n i applied...Innova followeD by National...both sCience...i put in some poly tOo...yahz...paid via visa...faizal's dad...den..i paiD him..hahakz...yahz...well, if yo'll wonderiNG why i Put Ij insteaD of Nj...well...da reaSons...are...pleNty...buT...basIcally...i'm tryINg to be a REalist...National has Da repuTatiOn of beINg a "studiOus" sch..beiNG established n all der's a major pressure...pluS da PEople there...are...not just da smart ones...but da diligeNT ones... my results may have beeN good...buT...the truTh is...i'm shOcked...i dONt noe how i did it..but wat happened...happened~...i chose ij cos its new...though not established...the teaching staff are a mixture of experienced teachers.there's no pressure to do extremely well..but der's pressure to DO WELL...lyke all new sch...the tarGEt is def Not to prOduce a pioneer batch of failures...i chose innova bcos i believe dat da study atmosphere would be more suiting fer me..hehe...less pressure...eveN if its not...even IF others wUd seem to be stressed oUt on it...i'm backIng on this belief to pull me through...the belief dat innova is less stressful...da believe dat i can still make it if i werk hard... aNd hopeFully...i wIll..insyaallah~..

well...i'll eND da bloG...with an apology to Dinie..bro...kene buih lagEe...supposed to play soccer aT wdlanDs..but faizal..cancelled it...he called shahril said no need..he called hizam said da malas...n it all started wit me saying i'm sleepy(after yawnin)...well..i didnt mean dat i dONt wanna play..bUT...well..it kinda weNT da way it wenT...soOo..poor diniE..who rusHEd from geylang,had a function der, back to bbt...to take his gear...onli to be told at cck dat tak jadi......sooo...bRO...u reading this..i'm soRie yah...i tot u wuD be JoininG us watCh movie as d cadanGkan oleh faizal...but u didnt..so...u're pissed..so...i'm soRie agaiN...bUt..we all had our fair share of kene buih anD all...but yet again...i'm still soRie...alsO on faizal's behalf..bcos i dont think he noes ur v pissed bout it...he tot dat...u're jux ok wit it...and shahril had no part in it..his mom didnt allow him to go out nway...and hizam...well...hizam..he may be da buih KING...but...certainly..he had no part in this TOo...he's oblivious to the wORdl(AAAHH?!?!?,wak kang style).sOo... soRie yahz...

oh oh...me n faizal in da end watched HITCH..NICE SHOW~...farniee...n i got hm... bit too early at 8.30+...nobody hM...sooo sat at void deck..ate long john...n flipped through some books i bought...sooo...dats dat...dats.today and yesterday... OK den...tataz... gotta fiddle around with my ipod..hehehe... :P

// Pride \\

2005-03-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

Pride...

Today...is truly a magical day...a day of pleasant surprises...nothing...and nothing went wrong fer me today... :D

Results are Out...Marking the end of the BP days...A bright Future lies ahead(i hope)...But right now...9 hrs after i knew my results....the Delirium and Joy remains...Burning strongly within me...Bottomline...I Am HAPPY! hahakz... Not only have i achieved a Personal Victory...I Also Witness The Realization of my Friends' Dreams...

This year's results...is Surely...Most definitely An achievement...Especially by the Malay Society...In Stark contrast to laSt year's results...whereby no Malay Candidate was represented on stage...This year's...waS absoLutely a Proud moment fOr the Malay Teachers.Not only were there a handful of Malay Students...This Year's Top Malay Student in BP is a Malay. Its none other...Azhar Bin Athly. That Guy is Simply Superb..Blessed with an excellent discipline..His achievement Is no Surprise..Pride Filled me the moment I knew he waS toPS! He simply did a great JOb..

Otay...enouGH wit dat..hahakz...now feR some perSonal issues...Friends unite today...exchanging Hugs...aND words of comforT as we awaIT the Results...all thIs whiLe...i've Got 3 Friends...whom i'm Ever so ConfideNt dat they'll go Up da stage...Ahmad, THe mat malaysia...hehekz...he's just smart..no arguing with dat...ask all his brothers...all smart...intelligence runs in his genes...Salihin, da ever so consistent anD "i want to improve" attitude...his determination and discipline can onli be matched by dat of Hizam..hahakz...ANd Hizam....The dude who Got last in sec1...anD learnt his lesson...he's Determination and Persistence simply cant be ignored...these aRE the 3 who aRE sure To do well...i had No doubT abt that...eveN from da stArt...And truly enoUGh...alL wEnt on stagE...wiTh excellent results...hizam however...waS left out fRom da Original Group of students on stage..hehekz...tOo bad...nobody to hug him..hehe...aaaliyah wasNT ard... :P Din,Eirfan,Adeel,Zufar,Adib,Shahril,Halim,Faizal...alL did Well...wHAt more can i aSK? this itseLF is woNderful gift...agaIn i must say...PRide filled mE up...i not onli have a gRoup of friends...wHo are fUn-loving...but Smart tOo...This is definitely a wInning Group of frieNds..hahakz...i'm so PRoud of thEm...i'm so Proud to be with them...i'm so PRoud to be one of them... Dinie...my bRo...not 4getting u...though u're in bukit batok...i've no doubt u'd Do well...u're smarT bro...u NOE dat(hahakz... :P)...u've yet to unleash ur potential... nwaes,u're da ferst person i told my results to...ferst from outside BP ahz...being ur fren fer since...forever...i had da special urgency to know how u fare...i only prayed u'd do just as well...bRo...mEet u in iNnova ahz? May we Endure da storm dats to come togather... :D

anD ohz...yaNA...u sHudnt be upsEt when u got 12...12???fer goodness sakE...its 12!! it may not have met ur target..but it sure iS one heck of a resuLT...nwaees...u goT 10..sOo...hit dat bullseye ahz? hahakz...well, i'm happY fer U...but now...u haf another dilemma to face...hehekz...where u gOin to gO now? :P well...think carefully aiGhtz...IZaaa...11...who wuD have guessed Huh? :P:P:P i noe u didnt!!! hehe...i told U ITs gonna bE oK...when i say so..its SO..:P:P:P well, 2 yrs of sitting beside u...hahakz...i thank u Fer ur perseverence in enduriNg my crappiness...hahakz..:P:P everyone else...whether or not u got wat u wanted...please take this moment...this opportunity to live da moment...to enjoy life even fer a brief 5 mins..:P we dOnt have long till we starT sch again...sOo...enjoy life whilst u still can ay~...

Fer me...i'm simply delirous...i think u people ought to noe me enough by now to noe dat i dont ever have high expectations...maybe initial expectations..but i always end up lowering them nwaes..haaaa....n..i'm a simple guy with simple wants and i accept everything dat comes in my way...BUt not in a million yrs wud i expect to get 7 distinctions and go on stage...NEVER!! i'm sURe many are aS shockEd as i am...but believe me...I'm MUch mUch mUch more shOCked dat anyone...i onli hope to go to Jc... but a 7 distinctions is lyke a dream come true...its a personal win fer me...not a challenge with anyone..but myself...a battle to win myself over...to put my life back on track...to motivate me...to give me a boost of energy to drive me...its simply a gift...a wonderful gift...i'm not onli proud of myself...but i noe others are tOo..n i'm sure others are happy fer me too...just as i fer them...especially my dad...i noe he's got his wishes...to have a son he'd be proud of...AND i am most certainly am happy dat i achieved dat today.... SO...now...i'm back on course...everything's in place..except da void in my heart...hahakz...but dats a o k....life's beautiful...more beautiful than i had always believed it is... :P

Soooo.....yahz....dats TOday...full of joy...i even had a celebratiON with my family at SWENSENS jux now...i'm SOooo happy...ANd thankful of course...yet...on a sober note..da reminder dat we're all goin separte ways...soften Me...haaaaz....suRe gonna Miss lOtsa Peepz...

DA RESULTS: English=A2

LIT,Co.Humans,Emaths=A1

Physics,Chemistry,Amaths=A2

and of course...B3 fer HML....

ALHAMDULLILAH~

//* D-Day *\\

2005-02-28T10:10:00.000+08:00

HAaaaaa...MONDAY...THE day...the time has come.the wait is finally over.heCk...my emotion's a tempest of excitement and sheer nervousness..hehehekz....watever dat means~... my heaRt is pounDing...the laSt few hrs will deFInitely be a torture...i simply cant waiT...yet,i simply dont wanna wait...in fact..i dont want da results nmore...at least dats how i feel fer da momenT..AAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaRRRRGH~~!!!

hehe...jusT felt lke shoUting out lyKE tarZan...nwaes, been wERking lately...at BAT..in caSe yo'll dONt noe...had OT yest...yaY~ nwaes...i NEED da werk..COs I nEED da mONey...u see...da CAmera dat i senT fer REpaiR..is gonna Cost me a Bomb.darn, a PARt has to be repaiRed..anD it'll cosT abt $300...wtf.dat'll add up a grand total of $500...sooo...mighT as well buy a new CAmera..SOoooo....hadta weRK ahz..if it wereNT fer da camEra i'd stoP by NOw...nwaes,i've decIded i'll werK for anOTher 2 weeKs..dats lyke.,,fer aNother pay...YAhz..afterdaT...tataz..scH's gonna starT soOn...soOo...yupz...OH dat is IF i get to JC...AAAaaaaaahZ!

EveryThing seEms to reLate To the REsults...shiT lahZ!...oh, btw...i've made new friends at wERk...i'm on anOTher Shift...diff fRom wat I used To be IN..soO..diff shiFt..diff ppl..haaaa...buT...der aINt many kIds lyke me...onli 2 oTha who arE gonna TAke theiR resuLTs...haaaa...da resT are MOstly OLD..hahakz...yupz OLd...der's dIs guy who's lYke 39...ZUL..he's got a familY and aLl...n..yahz...he's olD..he Looks v briTtle...he Keeps asKing bt da PAy anD all...i guess He's concerNEd bt it...but...den agaIN..if he nEeds MOney urgENtly...maybe he ought to stOp betting anD smoKing...haaa....n there's tHIs guy...sharOM...he juX finiShed His NS...paramedIC..yahz...sOoo...he's OK...he's gOT ambiTIon..buT...its onlI lyke a Rough scraTch...he wanNA take his hIgher nitec(or wutver lah) dat go poly if can...anD soOo On...hahakz...he smOkes tOo...anD there's Rosly..hahakz...da guy with quite lOnng hair...forever has his snOwcap On...anD forevEr looks lyke mat malaySia..hahakz...he's 27...havent beeN werKin 4 2 yrs...slaCKing..he says...his pompan,as he calls her( soOOo...affectiOnate) is rICh..or...is a Rich man's kid...sOoo...i guess She's da banK. anD...der's anOTher ROsly..who's LYke OLD..i think...i dont noe...didnt ask...but..he's got da i'm ur daddy Look..hahakz...boncet and well...basically he lOoks oLD~ marRied Too~... he waS toLD by da suPErviSOr not to coMe nxt wK..but i duNnoe...well...basiCally, this arE da pEeps dat i sit ard wit at werK..hahakz...yahz...kepT liSteNIng to theIR conversatIons, n i finD i sOMe value in them...fer oNe...i betta nOT screw Up at tHIs stagE of my lIfe..if not..i'm doNe fer...hahakz...secoNdly..da remind me of da diff type of peopLe dat exists..even withIN our own race & religIOn... thirdLy, i realIze dat i doNt wanna be LYke dem wHEn i grow Old..when i marry..heLL nO!...i doNT wanna be werKing in a factoRy...nor will i refer to my girlfriend(if i ever get oNe) Pompan...hahakz...sounds...SOo...Wrong..( llyke he own her) soOo...yahz...anD oh...i hoPe dat i can Be More...religous? hahakz..i duNnoe wats da woRd i'm lookINg fer...but basiCally...i hope to grow up to be a maN of princiPles...hahakz...wadda....

i tHInk this waiTing...is DrivinG me Nuts...hahakz...i'm blabberinG nonseNse..(as evidenT in previous paragrapHs)...well...maybe i oUght to shUT up now...hehekz...OH befoRe i GO..i think i'm gonna go sentoSa tmr..who wanna GO?? hahakz...yahz...i can onli go tmr...latest..if not...it'll be nxt nxt week... i've got 4 consecutive werking days tmr wed till sat...off on sunday..and anOTher 4 straight werKing days till fri...weeEe....den i'm free...

N oh OH...read Da Vinci's Code anD ANGELS&DEMONS...great bOOks by DAN BROWN...hahakz...ITs...SOooo cOOoL!

well...till deN peepZ...update my resuLTs tonIGht...

//* WAk kAnnnG *\\

2005-02-25T21:57:00.000+08:00

Well...todaY...PLayED soCcer wiT diniE anD his bbt FrenS after PRayers...anD unexpeCtedly, hIzam Comes AlonG...well...i acTualli Tot dat HE's gonna BUih...lyke every Second i tell myselF..he's gonna BUih riiite abt Now...buT...wadda ya Noe..he DIdnt..hahakz..SO...ferst tyme Ever...hizam Comes aLong to plaY at Bbt...wEEeee....so FUn...wak KAng~

nwaEs....befORe dat met din anD eirfan...to pray at al-khaiR..yahZ...after dat aTE at LETS EAT...b4 DAT! met xaVier,meizhEn anD mingNA at Pizza Hut...my SHARP eyes caught them When we WalkeD past...sOo...aprrOacHed theM...chit CHat fer a whIle...pizza HUt waS full OF PJCIANS...hahakz...cRowdEd in fact...i guEss TheY're RICH peopLe..WeEee...nwaes, wEnt to eaT laterz...MEt haFiz bara...wiT his FrieNds...yahz...loOkinG ever so Cool..Dat guY suRe lykes to DRESS UP..hehehekz...nwaes, mET fauzI TOO~...he weNT to eaT wit HIs MI fREnd...weLl, fauZI suRe sEEms To be ONe heCK of a MUscular Guy..hahakz...well...he was Big in BP..NOw he's huge...he's GOt mUscLEs maHN...darNn...JealOus gue...but..waT to DOooo...

Well...afTer dat...theN wenT to Play sOccer...tooK 188...suPpose to MEet diNie ON da BUs...i was SUppose to call hiM when I'm appRoachiNG...well,dEN da tyME comes wHen i reaLiSed dat i DOnt reallY noe where I'm suPpose to be apPRoacHing~...SO...i misseD da Bus-stop..enD up..haVIng to aliGht..aND THEN MEET DINIE on da BUS he's IN..hehekz......Soooo..SOccer waS fUn...a O-k...da tEam coNsist of me,dinie,hizam and eseng...hahakz...well...we wERe GOod..i gUess..Since we PLAyed till everYone WeNT hM..weEee....actuallI..dats just abt 4 matChes...eacH lasTing frIggIN lONg...but surPrise2 ...el maestro diNie didnT score..hahakz...hizam scored 2 n i took one...:D:D:D:D....YaY~... soOoo..yahz...heck Lots OF fUN...hizam Treated me n DInie NUTRISOY laterz whEN we Goin hm.nwAEs, we CHatted A lOt...sO...yahz...joked Here anD there...hahakz...eveN asKEd sufiee whetHEr we can go her hOUse...since its near..but..she was Asleep n didNT reply..hahakz...busybody us...well...nwaes...now i'm hm...watCHing GOLDMEMBER...n tmr moRNINg got werk..hOpe i can Wake Up...aDIoz...till nxt Tyme.~

//* OoooooucHie~ *\\

2005-02-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

Today..went SKimminG aGAin...wiT din,dinie,faizal and meizhen....i think dats aLl..hehehekz...WeeEe...sKimmiNG agaIN..wenT straIght after wERk..camE hm fer a While To chanGEd...aNd faiZal caME to help me carrY one OF the boards...BrougHT tWO...well,i thought if one iS fuN..Two MUST BE A HELL LOT OF MORE FUN! how WronG was i~

well...the BeaCh waS DeserTEd...but of cOurse its a SCh day.nwaes, didnt have the liberty to bring my camera....hahakz...hope it'll be REpaiRed SoOon.~ REally want to update My fotopage~...haaa....btw...took Off fer Friday...thiNk dat the REsults will be oUt then...HOpefully..cos da waiT is a Drag...well....back to sEntosa...well...surprisingly...i didnt feel tired...though i just came hm from a 12 hr werk...witHout sleePing fer lyke 24 hrs...but...well...da weariness wasnt there...instead it was overpowered by the excitement dat brews within...MY missiON..was To haVE a Day of Great Fun...FUn FUn fUN! fun beFOre the REsults aRE out~

nwaes,Today...broUght sun-bloCked...courtesy of my beloved siSta...worryING dat my skIn go bad..well,its Not dat i'm gonna Get Ugly or nthing...u sEe...i'm borned to lOok goOd..hehehekz.. :P:P:P:P:P .....so mUch fer humility...hehekz..

It alL staRted well...skImmed...takING turnS...tryINg out...DEN...IT HAPPENED!!!! i wAs SKimmiNG...rIDing da Board...then...i lost balaNCe anD came CrAshing Down To eartH...Body hittiNg haRd on da OncominG swaSH~...But...a ForCE muCh stRonger...had come into COntacT wit my Right Dinie...dutifully,my mind triggerEd my arms to reaCh fer MY knee...strangely though,wat i helD was DInie's feet....fer a split-second i thought his feet had banged into mind...but as i tried to Move my leg...aN excruciatinG pain surGEd throUgh it...i fell back...IN Absolute agOny...Den..i saW the wooden Board flOating ...thEn..realIzatIOn strUCk me harD..tHE heavy wooden bOARd dat DInie was Riding...stRuck my Knee WIth full fORce...i continued to reel IN paIN...

hahakz...well..dats dat...the pain was Unbearable...fer a moment..i it was all numbed..i could move iT...den ....the PAin elevated...i was on da verge of tearing..but...No...didnT cry...well...cried out in pain...but didnt cry...well...of course...other's were shOCked...askIN whethEr i'm oKie..bUt of cOurse they're conceRned...they're my FRIENDS after all..hahakz...thanKS gUyZ~ the initiAl reaCtion waS fear...fear of not being able to wORk..coS it realLLY reaLLy HUrts...seCOnd was the feaR dat the day's outing would Be spOilt....but...The fear subsides...as i started limpiNG out of the sea...well...i could limp..it HUrts...but...yahz..i'm mobile..hahakz...I thiNk...everyone else was SHocked...cos...didNT skImmed MUch..but..i waS detERmined nOt to let mY knee ruin da day...soO...with DeteRminatIon..i wiLLed myseLF to SKim...try after try...hurtin each time...it hurts everytime i "run" and leap onto da board...but...well...nO PAIN NO GAIN ahz~...Got betta...impRoviNg...buT...noBOdy else waS skimMing...dey were WaddIN in da Water..hahakz..nwaes...laTerz...Din JoineD me...but...well...its not Good nEws...DIn..as IT seems...is da harbringer OF disAster...aS he comeS craSHIng ...the BOard goes craSHing...crAsHIng into DInie's neck / JAw...The forCE of wHich the board came crasHIng STrUCk worry in my heart...BAM! it GOtta huRt...immeDiately...i limped to HIm..well...obviously he was DAZED..& din..as usual..after having created an "accident" waS slow to react..anD blanked...not KNowinG how to reaCt...well...Dinie bit his tongue when da board crashes into his jaw...n it got cut..it bled fer sometyme...but...it subsided sOon enough...but obviOusly...SKIMMING seems dangerous nOW...hahakz...sOo...yahz...HE didNt skiM after dat...i guess He's got reasON to back him up...he's mOod obviously wanEd..hahakz...sOo...yupz...in da enD...i waS lyke Skimming alOne...lyke Crazy...ignOring da Pain...cOping...

Soo..yahz...coulDnt Go hm late...dIN got Werk LATerz at nIght..sOo...we Went OFf eaRLy...well...on da way hM...on da MRt..Kinda teaSEd faizal a Lot...hehekz...sOoo mUCh fUn~...Teased Bt who? well...of coUrse lah sOupiee..hahakz...:P:P well...cant resist da temptatIOn, jUST HAD to tease hiM...well...faizal..if u're reaDing this...sORIEE ehh..but..nxt tyme if somebodY teaSEs u...errr..try not to Do da hanGin ur head on ur arm thiNGy...lOok v...err...girlish..hahakz... nwaes... dats alL lahz...ANd OH..thanKS dinIE fer tEman-ning me hm...helpINg me carry one of da two boards...aND oh yah...i guess..we REALLY are lyke brothers...hahakz...i Get hIT..u get Hit...wEeEee.....nwAes...tHAnks bRo!

ANd oH...mission acComplished...today...was ONE HELL of a FUN!

//* oooh...Long TYme nEber Update*\\

2005-02-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Well..its beeN long siNCe i last Updated...well..i'm still woRkin...but baCK to B.A.T..yahz...got traNsferreD..but No use ahz..siNce resuLts coMing soOn..in fact its da COmin fRIday...wEeEee....Tyme SUre Fliess...tweeet tweeeet... ??? k ..i dunnoe wats dat suppose to mean..but..yah..wad da HEck!

well...i've alreadY seNT the CAmera fer rEpaiR...wOoohooo...wiTh dinIe as a cOMpanion...weNT to IMM to havE it serViced...well..its gonna taKE tyme...2 weeks...SOoo looong..i canT waiT...i wanNA take Fotos anD update mY fotopage...Eeeee....canT waiT...AND its gonna coST me...darn...anD diN too.. :P:P:P:P on da Same day...weNT to queenswaY...folloWed da Geng...aDeel BOught SHoeees...yaHZ...ITs nIcee..darn..jeles seh...i want da SHoe toO..but TOo bad..its not da sHOe...its da PERson dat COunts... :P:P sOoo...well.. doesnt matter wat I way..i maKE it LoOK GoOOooOD!..yay... :P

The Innovians had A soccer matCH wit YishuN...on saT...dats yesTerdAY btw..n itS a CLSOE match...they lost of course...5-1...cant blamE dem...its deir ferst match...soOo...well... try harDer guYz...doNT give Up~... :P:P:P

N...oh...zufar's startEd weRKing..YipppiE!...at F&N..actualli he starTed wit Din..but daT whimp ResigneD..hehekz...as in..resiGNed..he cudnt take da tuff Job..well...guess...he'd be having prob to get job in da future..he's a SOlid example of a SingapOrean who's choosy wif JObs...sheeeSSSH~...but...heck...not my PRob~...nwaeeS,zufar's got job..means money gonna roll in...bUT...may i suggest,zufar if u're reading this, u might as well give da company adeel's bankacct nomber..since u owe him...err...just a small amt...abt $500 i think...hahakz...:P so yah..dont 4get ur debts dude... :P

oH..yahz...dats lyke...all lah...other than dat..u can check adeel's blog..hahakz..cos lately..wad i do..he did toO..:P well..tmr werking nightshift..sooo mornin gonna go eirfan's house to jam..so called "jam"..cos..i suck at guitar..hahakz..nwaes...yah lahz...i'm chattin at da mOment wit a new friend..soo tatAZ!

// valeNtines' Day \\

2005-02-14T23:30:00.000+08:00

Well, da plan fer todae was To go To eIRfan's house to Jam...he bOught guitar..alOng wiT amps...soo..yahz..supposed to try it out..den go out in da afternOon to repaIr the cam~..yahz... the cam is sTIll unfIxeD~

well, woKe up at 9 plus...lay arD on da Bed...VisualisINg wat The day wUd be LYke..But Then...KrrrINg~...the FOn ranG~..anD it waS SHELINA~ FoOoO...yahz...nwaes, shelina is not my valentines' day date..she's my ageNt fRom p-serVE...shE called me To go weRk..aT clemeNTi this tyme rOund~..unda F&N fOod..yahz..sOo...damN~...i aGreed...to Go...COs, yah..i Do waNt tO werk...so...had To be there lyke at 11....buT..hehekz..late OF cOurse~..i CouLDnt fINd my way there...had difficulties..yahz..sOo...yaHZ...dats dat~. oN da bus..in froNt of me..was this dUde..well, i figured dat he waS on da waY thERe toO...cos...he got da "where's da factory", "i hope i noe where i'm goin" look..hahakz...eNDed Up true..he waS gOin there toO..fersT day TOo...bUT...doInkZ~...i tot he was Lyke my age or at least soMewheRe there..but Den! he was 22...jusT finisHEd his nS...well, he SUre didnt lOok lyke oNe...hahakz...

SO...werK at the New facTory waS diff..nOt mUCh actualli..i wAS unda JUICE section...RECOMBINATION PLANT1. it has sumthINg to dO wiT manUfactUrINg..yahz...proVide da MAchine wiTH da IngreDIents aND stuff...jux fer ur info...THe facTory is resPonsIble fer the manufactuRing of MArigold milk...nutrisoy...fruit tree juice anD suCh..yahz..So..oNce agaIn, i'm werKing wiTh someThing dat is useD by the masseS..anD i saw Ferst hand How its maDe...anD..i DOnt realLY lyke iT..hehekz... :P

nwaes, One IncIdenT dat I simply have to write is one of terror..hahakz...well, U sEe..da place is big..anD da canTeen is located on da seCond floor..anD da sEcond Floor is lyke equivalent to 3 hdb floors..i think~ nwaes, my feRst breaK..was mere an hr after i start..hehekz.. :P greaT...SO i found my way to da staIrcase..aNd.Oh my...its Eerie..hehekz.. :P its not dark..but its eerIe~..its Gloomy anD it has an unpleaSant aiR arOUnd iT..eEe...sOo..i waS lyke CLimbing da sTairs...anD then there waS these bunch of WerkErs..not general werkers..more lyke clerks..goin down..so i smIled at them..thEn.. after passiNG theM...a few climbs later..there waS this lady..in whiTe..lyke da lab UnifORm...but..wats more disturbing is her complexion which is pale as ghost...heeEe...and all tHE tyme she walKed..her head was Hung dOwn..and hER haIR was LYke coverIN her face..anD DATS DAT! DATS SCARY...she walKs slOw..Real SLow..anD i waS lyke..OoO...waT da shIT~! so...after passiN her..i just kept lOOking ahz..Den she Tilt her head aROund anD smIleD...:S:S:S:S dat diDnt makE thINgs betta...trUst me..its not a very nice smile..in fact its an eEeriE smIle..anD she jus kept walkin sloWly..sOoooo...i turNEd my head Ard ..and concEntrated On gettIN da HELL OUT OF THERE!...DA next few seConds felt LYke eternity..SheeeSH~..its lYke..it felt lyke forever!..aND by the tyme i reacheD da canteeN..i waS lyke sweatinG proFuselY...damN~...eeRIe~...gEttin baCK doWn wAsnt a pleasanT experIEnce either~

well, dats ferst...den...well, i had plenty breaks..u see...da machine waas sPoilt anD yah..got free tyme..da operator tolD me to go ard...nwaes, da Operators disappeared from the work area toO..soo..waaD da heCk..might as well i disappear~...hahakz...n Guess wat..dumbass mE deCIded to Go to da canTeen..yay~...huRray~..anD...fer da seCond tyme i climbeD da "twilight zone" staircase...anD...i kepT seeiNg shadOWs..aND feel lyke i waS foLlowed..DAMN!...i'm sure it waS just mY illusIon...well..upON reaCHin da CanteeN~...jenG jENG JENG~..its empty anD dark~..damN~...its cLosed..but i went in nwae...i tot i'd be betta den da staIrs..so...i saT..in da canTeen..all alone..me..anD still air..siGh~..ITs not getTin betta...i sat there..lyke a FOol...its lyke..Oooo...my imaGinatIOn ran wiLd...n da oNli comfoRt i have was msGin faD..hahakz.. cos i've been msgin her..oh..n da canteen has reception so...dats gOod...well...before i go on..da door to da canteen has lyke holes..u noe lye..da doors on ships..lyke u can a circular hole to peek through..yaz...well, a few heads went past..it waS the clerks again lahz...i tHInk..they were goin somewhEre...i was Hopin dey'll come IN..but no...nwaes, i was lyke lOoking at the hole..seeing them pass..lyke wad da heck..i've got nothing else to do...So..yahz..THEN!...i saw da saME woMan again~...through da Hole..not a pleasanT sight..i Got real scared..but...composed myself..and convinced myself to get da hELL OUT of there....so...da hell out of there i weNT!hahaz...

SO..ferst day...not reaL Good..n i'm thinkINg of NOT CONTINUEINg..i dont noe whether tis is Possible..soo...yahz..i'll call p-serve tmr morNing ..or something lyke dat...well...i wanna enJoy da Tyme i have leFt..yahz...besIDes, now my feet Hurt...bcos of da boot i have to wear...da uNifORm is kinda wEird tOo..kepT..lookiNG at iT~..via reflecTIon...

nwaes, today is valentines' day...well..dont mean much to me..dont even noe wat its about...but..yahz..its on this day dat couples tend to rekindle their love life...and its durINg this periOd of tyme dat people realIze dat love is sweeT...yada yada...but thEN~..wHy limit Such a BlissFul feelIng to just oNe day..or a week...wHy not celebrate ur love fer dat special someone everyday? as wonderful/romaNtic as it may sOund...it realLY is haRd...Love...i tHInk...is a StroNG Word..a sTRong feelINg..a stRong emOtion...wiTh sTrong INfluence..Love can be graNt yet Distructive..it reaLLy is Not daT ez to celEbratE a couple's love eveRyday..it wUd takE a Lot fRom the COuple...as In...u nOE wat i mean..Soo...well, though soMe of U say dat whY confess ur love to dat someone/reinforce ur love on v'dae...i'd say..v'dae gives a remINder to peoPle oUt there that Love is Forever...its...always arOund..aND all it takEs is a sImple gesTure lyke a rose or "i love u" to spark it back to life...

nwaes, i dont really noe wat i just wrote there..but..hahakz...i'm not in da position or capability to wrITe wat I truLy inteND to convey...buT...that mUch was i able tO write..aNd this much is waT i'll say fer today..

//* HangiNG around *\\

2005-02-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

today...waS suppOSed to gO to Find a repaIR sHop Fer da Spoilt camera with DIn..well,after praYers...wenT Hm..chanGEd my Clothes...well, stayeD pretty Long at my HOuse...Din,did sOMe sTuffs..yaHz...were GOin to Jocelyn's condo houSe at yew tEe...05 had a GatherIN..aNd me was Just tagGin along..hehekz...

Well, wenT to Causeway ferst tO fiND da sHop...buT...No..there Wasnt any...met hizam,adeel,dinie,adib,zufar den we aTe aT caroNa...Faizal joINed us From Hm.den Off to Hizam's house..cos he waNna change..hahakz...well, soo...the Search fer the repaiR shop tOOk bareLY 5 mins..hehekz..well, gotta have to FInd a repaiR shOp somE otha tYme..yahz...Ohz...if anyboDy noes where To fiNd One...pleaSe tag..stayEd at Hizam's house fer a wHIle...playEd his ps2..winninG eleveN8..played with diNie..aNd we wON..hehehehehehekz...:P:P:P well, den we weNT to marSilinG mrt to wait FEr adIB...we Were late sO we PresuMed he Already LEft...but then, we End up haVing to waIT fer shahRil...we waITed anD waiTEd..den we Got on an mrT on Faizal's orders...thinkiN dat shaHRil waS on iT..well, u guesseD it riGht..he waSNT...sOOo..hahaKZ...waiTEd fer HIm at yew Tee mrt..met some 05 peepS...yahZ..theY seeMeD to mIss each othEr a lOt...well, by the tYme shahRIl camE it was already 7 plus..So reaChed the Condo prettY late...at 7.20 lyke dat...hahakz...felt awkwarD thoUGh..cos i wasNT theiR classmate tO beGin wiTh...hahakz...but...well, yahZ...there waS miss tay tOo..hahakz...she was There siMply beCOs she's the form teacHer..aND i Guess sHE's Got lotsa free tyme..hehekz...well, shE's the Most chic of the teaCHers...v Cool...oHz...there was a Dog tOo in da hOuse...sO...din loOked Cool...but yehz...he's prOb coverING his tRemblIngs..hahakz...We aTE pIzza...canaDIan piZza..saT arOund..chatteD...lIstened To diN anD faizal's soNgs...they recOrdEd..hahakz...well, nOT dat NIce..but its da Thought dat COunts.. :S theN we wenT oUt da House aT to anOther paRt of the Condo..i dONt noe whEre exactly it was But...it was LYke an opeN spaCE...sat there...playeD the GUitar...sanG...chat agaIN..basiCally just to ease the lOnging fer each other..to spend somE tyme with friEnds...hahakz...aNd the Condo.. to me..its v nIce...lyke..sooOoo Big...not dat Big..buT its sTill bIGG!..hahakz..der's swiMming pOol..playGround..tennIs court..blah blah blah...i waNNa lIVe in a COndo..hehekz... :P:P:P

well, we went hm at 10+...i thInk..yahz..So...starTed the day hopIng to have the camera Fixed...but in da enD spenT da daY tagGIng alOng to sOmeone's class gatheRing..hahakz..didnT realLY go as PLannned did it..hekZ!...anD oh yaHZ, jus a remInder...2 weEks mORe...whOOoaa~..2 wEEks mORe!!!!

//* seNTosa On Chinese NEw YR * \\

2005-02-10T14:28:00.000+08:00

Isnt sUCh a Good Idea..It waS damN crowDed..wITh banglas...AIyoyo..the smell was unbearable..shEEsh..weNT with dinie,dIn,faizal,eirfan adeel...eh..dats all..and me..hahakz...well, it was V cROwded...Too CrowDed ah...the queue fer the seNTosa Bus waS lyke reaCHIng the Harbour Front Exit..anD the waiT was Long..but...wITh friEnds arOUnd..tyme Flies..sO..yahz...

REachiNG seNTosa, we weNT straiGht to tanJong...and all alONg we wiShed dat those crowd wont reacH tanJong beacH.well, TOok pICs wiTH jap TOurIsts tOo...but dats sideline action...taNjong as per usual..wasnt dat packed...hahakz..GREAT! well, we Swam anD skImmed...learNIng...n as stated in adeel's blog(go Read IT) there were sOMe people who were goOd.yahz...

well, soME incideNTs happened that highlighTs din's fears..hahakz...well,he IS afraid of many thiNGs..so yahZ>.hahakz..well, got dOG lah..rUnning abt Barkin...as a precaution and in da name of fUN..whenever the dog approaches..we wud run and shout oUt...run towards the sea lah..hahakz..screamMin oUT...but dIN was Pure terror laHz...one tyme he gOT chaseD..he threw the board over his shoulders anD sprant..hahakz...yupz..he sprinted..:P FoOoo...it was a hilarioUS sight..and anOTher occasion..NOt so hilariOUs was when He ran into the sea With the camera in his hanDs..weE...n lyke..yahz...the camera aint wORking nOw...bt, well, goin to get it fixed hopefully...din, offered to chip in..so yah...tHanks BrO~

Other than dat...u all just have to check adeel's blog...:P cos i'm too lazY~

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2005-02-07T11:54:00.000+08:00

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//* new tEmplate *\\

2005-02-07T11:36:00.000+08:00

Yupz...chanGEd my TemplaTE..dUH~...well, its Not realLY fInished yet..but den agAin..i dONt noe if It'll ever Be fiNished...nwaEs, evERytHIng's alRighte lateLY..i thInk...hahakz...Nothin mUch has BEen hapPening...jusT daT With eaCh each passing day, the resULts are drawIng nearer And nearER..n soMe peoPLe seem to be ContemplatIn whEther OR not to Stay In Jc...Zufar's WithdraWin..oTher's a Still nOt suRE...sOme thInks thaT jc Is not fer Them anD waNts to tRy Poly instEad aND sOMe simply does Not nOe wat Course TO takE...hahakz..so...yeeeaHz.. I on da Other haND sTIll wanTs to go JC...anD still have Innova IN Mind...hehekz..SO ...hopeFully, the results would be enOugh fer It..i'm not expeCting fantAstiC resuLts..refleCting On how the preparaTions weNt.BUt expeCtatIons are still there...hopIng dat it'll be SufficieNT fer a jc entry...

So lately...not weRking...not sCHling..so...free tyme has becOme an abundance.no tarGets to meet..to deadline to meet..this IS freEdom..hahakz...bUt...its sTarting to beCome boRIng...yaHz...v BoriNG indeed.well, i wanna Look fer Guitar Course to taKE up..but now,i doNt realLY have a gUitar...shEEEsH~...well, basIcally, i juSt wanT to fill up my free tyme with soMe learnIng experiEnce anD wadda(eg.like registering in somE course )...but well, dats wat i alwayS wanTed siNCe yoUng but...yahz...soMEtimes its hard to realise IT. sO...watever lah...beEn plaYin soCcer a lOt lately...Fun...can feEl dat i'm getTin betta... :P:P:P:P:P yaaaH...riiiite... hehe..well, not much To say...its tOo eaRly in da daY...anD my beautiful and complex mind has Yet to tRuly awaKe.

.//* Skimming *\\.

2005-02-02T18:11:00.000+08:00

YeaHz...weNT skimminG toDae..wiTh dIN...yupZ...just me anD him..had BIG BREAKFAST at mcdoNAld..anD dEn OFf we went To senTosa's tANJONG BEACH Via TraIN~... Weee...

Well, it was a weeKday...heNCe the BeacH were PRacticalLY deseRted. So, it waS complEte tranquIlity aND we Had the Beach aLl to oUrseLVes...yaYz...excePT fer a ForeIGn coupLe..therE werE'nT manY VisitORs...u caN praCticalLy herE the Sounds OF the Waves CrasHing to The wHIte sanDy shORe..taNjong BEach is By faR the cleanEst beaCh...wat Not,it does NOt share The samE spoTlighT as PAhlawan Beach or SIloso beaCh.in aDDitiON to dat, it does not shaRE the saME facIlities, No sHops anD no BathrOoms...but it wiLl soOn chaNGe wiTh the BuilDin of a Pub there...in Tyme tO comE, pEople wOUld SUrely VisiT the Beach often...buT fer NOw, its White Sandy beAche aND cLEar watErs shall be the quarteRs to tHose Who preFer peaCe and calmness..

ME anD din, we Took lotsa Pictures...hahakz...as In lOTs of pIctures..hehekz...well, we alternaTE beTweeN swImmiNG anD skimminG...skImmIng is a new Sport Fer Us...sO, well..iT waS fUn..its nOt ez nor Is iT impossiBle..but precIse tIminG aND acute eye-limb coordinatiOn is a neccesity...Not forGettin Courage...in LeapIn onto the Board..we Ended Up crasHIn pretTy OFten oR simplY runnIng after THe board..hehekz...but we Did have our SuccesFul Tries.. :D

well, we wenT back to Lot 1 to eat at LETS EAT at aBOut 6+..theN wEnt on tO eaT deserTs at MCdonalD..MCFLURRY...yuMMy...met Some bpianS..aND ex-bpianS...anD dats basically iT..hahakz...so...after dat Off hm we wENt..wiTh a new Sport TO conquer~

Check out the fotos at my fotopage~

//* Aha!! LatesT Post *\\

2005-02-01T22:32:00.000+08:00

Hahakz...well...its Really beEn soMetime...well, goT lazy Of coUrse...toO laZy to wrIte...to Even THink..hahakz...

Nwaes, reCent daYs haVe beEn accOMpanIed By a miXture Of emotIons...dat Of FrustraTion, Relief, EagernEss, Joy, ThankfUllnes...etc etC...hehekz...as U nOe..i've Not beEn wErKin latelY...less Werk days= less KachIng~ Not daT its a diRe nEed buT It dOEs restRict the joy as ResoUrces are Now more limited.bUt dat does Not hinder me FrOm sPlurgiN tO ceLebratE my new FOund But ineVitablY shOrt-liveD(as ForeseeN) wealTh...hehehehekz....aCtualLi, The moneY fRom werKing wereNT realLY sPent well,as Usual Its eNough to feeD my aPpetitE fer Non-homecooked FooD..u See.. i favOur outsIDe foOd. aNd tHUs the high exPenditURe on Food...so...yaHz...AparT frOM fOod...i spenT it On a $10 haiRcut.ThoughT of haVIng it Done at "ITS HAIRY" but i cHaNGed MY mINd. well, the HaircUT was saTisfacTory...aT leasT...its Not Lyke...ShyTe~ hehekz...boUght a $30+ havaianas sanDAls...fRom urban male...its Green aNd its NIce...its jUx lyke my bro-in-law's pInk one...but its green.. DOinkz~... aparT froM dat...didNT buT ntHIng ah...oh...todaY jux bOught speCs...i duNnoe wat Brand but its $150...its a plastic framE...have Been contEmplatINg to bUy metal Frames..but i guess iT just DOesnt Suit me siNce i'm MOre spoRty..yeapZ...so plasTIc it IS...be takin it On fRI or Sat...yahz...

So...rIGht nOw, i hOpe to contaiN my wanTs sO dat i dOnt sPend needlessly On stuFfs..tHough i haVE sTrONg desiRes i shaLl cOMbat tHEm to EnsuRE dat Some OF my earnings shalL be Savoured...i shAll not SpluRge all OF it blINdly anD enD up wif NO mOney whEn JC starTs...yaHz..

well, it'll be less than a mOnth befORe the rESults wiLl be Out anD the paiNful waIT will finalLy enD...truTh is i'm eXcited On geTTin the evER so ImportaNT o'leveL cerTificate..The receptIon of the certificate marKS the ENd of my secONdary sCh days anD the Start Of a new LEvel of higher EducatIon.aNd new Things sImply ExCites Me aND motIvates me....the concept of having to adapT to diFf envIronmEnt aND lifeStyle Thrills Me.MOvinG forwaRd is whaT i do best...to eNcounter new PRoblems aNd experIences Helps mould One's charaCter...i caN only Hope dat The decIsions dat i make in tyme to Come woULd mould ME intO a fine lad.

//* So LooNG liaO *\\

2005-02-01T13:06:00.000+08:00

its Been Sooo lOng siNCe i blOgged...well,my lasT entRy was Bout haVing many Off daYs...Well, nOw...i'm nOT weRKing..hehekz...i dOnt noe wHEn i'll be WerKinG...but heCk...shaLl resT.i shall have a solo HoneymOon perIod befORe GettINg my ResuLts..hehekz...the Holidays sUre is LoOong... But...well, acTualli i doNt have mUch tyme TO blOg...meeTIng dIN soOn.hehekz...so shaLl bLOg properLY TonigHTz...hehekz... :P sO tataZ~!

// * aIk...braPEr bNyk Off daY lah~ * \\

2005-01-19T13:05:00.000+08:00

Well, JUx had my 4 daYs off daY....WorkeD nighT shift YestErday...enDed toDay...aND i'm haVIng Off till saT mornIN..doINnkz~...sO...dat meanS, thiS weeK...i WOrk lyke 2 days oNli...doInkz~... suppoSE to weRk on fRi...its Gonna BE double paY..whiCh is equivaleNt to $119..Whoa...bUT iTS HARI RAYE HAJI lah deY...sO, deeP in mah heaRt i doNt feEl right boUt woRking on sUCh a sPEcial day...i doNT nOE wheTher the faMIly has PLAns...HEck nEver kNew Till iTs tHE laST mIN...shEeSH~..bUT i tOT dat i'll KEep my day Free..sO..Up i weNT to the suPERvisOR askIN if FRi wErk...n wHEn i foUnd Out yah..I siMply toLd hiM i canT cOME..hehekz..jenG jEng JenG~ he gave a LooK den WalkEd awaY...Mins lateR, he came bacK And Asked ME to fill in the Time sheeT anD to meeT him after werk iN hIS offICe...So, tots OF beINg sacKEd was thus aRousEd...tHE recRuit oF new Members, aPProximately 4 woRkers...fURther enCouraGe thE fLOw of NEgativity..BUT~...hehekz...it dIdnt lasT loNg ah... For ONe, i kNew i dId the 'RIght' tHIng...seCondly, UpoN clOSer InspecTion of the RecRuits...they lOok lYke bonehEads..hehekz...So..yUPZ..my eGO heLPed Calm me DOwn.. :P:P:P

Well, everYday at weRk... i learn new Task..well, mostly by trIal anD error.. :P jux my lUck lah dat None of the bUttons pressEd eveR resuLTed in aNY mess~ hehekz... yaHZ...sO, yaHZ...getTin usEd to IT...aNd yaH...greaT...bUt tHEn agaIN...Do i sTIll havE my Job?? answeR is SImplY yUPz....HoOray~...But fer How lONg...i DOnt nOe ah...nwaEs, i'm kINda disaPPointed wiT the oThers der...theY sImply dONt see The spEcial day in hari raye haJj..doInkz~...to damN its Jux anOther daY...well, eveN to a PAKCIK there it iS...he was LYke "@*%@ ...^%*# * $@& ^& HARi raYE HAJJ kERJA... &#%^ ^#$% " DoinKZ~...yee...its LYke...doINKZ~ weIRd ah...maki2 ...cOS werkin on harI raye Hajj...hehekz...DOiNKZ~... buKAn lah kIsah pasaL solat Jumaat Ke per...doInkz~...

aND oh yaH...the RecRuits...unforTunateLy fer Them...thEy GoT FIRED...heEee...1 day anD oUTz...shEEeSH~ kesian Seh...baRU buaT kawAn..haiZ...welL, nwaEs Dont NOe how Long i'll be WerKIng...doNt reaLLY care...but wiLl weRk as Long aS i have To... yeapZ...

well, so i'm hOMe noW...bOREd...doNt wanNA sleep anD waSte tYme...hehekz..so..jUX cHIllING out aT hOMe..wastINg tyme... ??? doinkZ~ realLY musT dO sOMethIng consTructive aH..lyke...err...yah.. :P maybe, i'll GO oUt...yah...mayBE..doNt nOe aH...sEe how...nak kuar Pon...soRanG...NoboDy to Come alONg...shEeEsh~...

//* Yeah So Much fOr the PLAns... *\\

2005-01-16T01:41:00.000+08:00

OhHhh....yeaH...sO mucH fer Bbt TImah hIll...sHIt maHn...reaLLi waNNa Go man...damN..dUnnOE ah...Must Go one OF thesE days...nwaeS, today endeD up plaYin soCCer wiF dInie aND ganG...yeaH...DInie IS daMn gOOd at soCcer man...sHIt...so JeleS....hahakz...nwaeS played n played till arD 2 plUS beFOre i weNt to Town to mEet dIN faiZal aND mei Zhen...

YEaPZ....duNNoe wHy tHEy waNted to Go towN buT...weLL, it BeatS doIn nOThing ah..so i Went tOWn in sHOrts anD sHIrt alONg wiF my sHOe bag..hahakz...doInkz~...so InappRopriaTE...but LYke Who cares...wEnt arOUnd walK2...laUghin...mostly at peOple...hehekz...well, basically eNjoyeD oUrselves...saW lyNn,kai xIAn, Jie Ying aND joyce aT sakURa...yahZ..Missed THem...Missed TheiR squels...hahakz...or theiR day NAps...hahahaahkz.... Oh yah...we saW twO grOUps Of baskERs...oNE was PErcusSions...sUPerb ah...FuLL of LIFe aNd enerGy...the CrowD waS huGE...anD the MUsic waS realLy PUmpIn...suPEr cOol... anD oso Saw a 5 yr old kIddo play dRum...dats Just as CoOL! hahakz...

LAterz, on at nIGht watChed a PerfORmance gig at eSplanade Water Front...LUCY IN THE LOO..aND sOFt TOuch...yaHZ...The latter wAs MUch betTA...verY fuNky...SUperB arh..the LEad GuitaRist waS sIMply amAzinG...hahakz...aND theiR perFormanCE was Full of lIve aNd it waS realLY inspiRIng...i wANNA lEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR PROPERLY!!!! hahakz... but nevERmiNd ah...

TodaY, saW a Few musiC perfomaNCEs wHIch was ReaLLY cOol ah...thesE peoPLe are REally passiOnate boUt thEiR stuff...aND its TheIR LOVe for MUsiC dat heLPS makE theIR perFormaCE an exciTing ONe....eveRyOne preSent waS impresSEd i'm sUre...aND soME how OR anOTher...i feeL inspIRed...not TO be a PerforMEr..but Just TO learN the Guitar..LEarn to play MUsiC~

So...NOthin mUCh lah...weNt hoME after dat...sO faD at CCk...hahakz...Her bdaE ah...so HAPI BDAE~ :P:P:P

OH yah...i got new Hp NomboR...my sIS bought new Fon so gave Me oLd fon anD new LIne...hehehekz...THANKS siS~... She Pampers me wIth materials occasIonal...aND i realLY LOVE IT~ muahahakz... So...i'll posT my Hp NOmbor soME other Tyme...cos i doNT noe wat It is..canT remeMber..

nwaes, i'll be POstin the pics fEr todaY's 'advenTures'.. so cheCK it out at My fotopaGE ah~

// * Time Flies, Time Drags *\\

2005-01-14T15:51:00.000+08:00

WEEeEeee...its alREady JAnuary...SOOoOooo FAst man...tiMe flies...ANd it FLies by fasT...tOo fasT...well, u see...i fEEl lyke tHE hoLs is REalLY coMin to an eNd..as IN...no fUN ah...i tot caN enJoy MOre..hehekz...but seeMS lyke its an Impossibility(hehekz..if there's such a tHIng)

nwaEs, wORk has beeN pretty MUch NOrmal...excepT dat Afiq's quit...he left beHInd his DiscmAn anD toT it waS stoleN aNd all...aND drama uNfolDs and HE ends Up 'scolding' the manager and dats the end of his woRking days...dOInkz~... waT a waSTe.. a Careless mIStake LEadIn to catasTropHic resuLTs. weLl, yah...deR's Pretty MUch sOMe drama dats GoIn on..yah...but this tired fingers of Mine aiNt willINg to typE out the EvenTs...but one thINg's fer suRE, we alL kiNDa feeL insecure abOut our JOb...cOs, we realIse dat they change the temp woRkers every 2 weeks...yahz...dats why..but...i'm nOt worrYin too mUch...COs to Me, ONe lost Opens up the winDow of opportunities...

nwaEs, now i'm not worKin...off till monday..tuesday night work again..hahakz...yah...so...got spare tyme arh..goIn bukIT timah tml...fer fUn ah..doNt noe wif who ar..maybe aloNe...n oh yah...my bRo bought hellsing dvds...ITs suPEr COOl man, lyke..i've watChed the Whole series twIce alReady...yah...it has an intereStin stoRy line..v creaTive..pLus i LYke anIme acTUalli...saMUrai X...but i doNt realli lyke the sci-fi anIme...iT lOoks FunnY...plUs...Last tyme I lYke DRAGONBALLZ..hehekz...sUPErb shOw lah...hehekz...nOw, i'm v boreD...i thInk i wanNA watCh THE SHUTTER...but...takoT gak ye..hehekz..:P nanti malam KErja taKOt nanTi cam MAner seh...hehehehekz.... :P:P:P well, vad da heCk, it Kills BoredOm... I jusT HoPE i dONt have NIGHTMares OR shYte~

// eveRybody elSE \\

2005-01-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

eRm..SO...IT seeMs lYKe riGht nOW, everybOdy Has TheiR oWn roUtine to FOlloW...Fer thOSe in JCs..orIEntatIon is COminG to an enD(aWww.) aND sOOn they'll Be stRessIN ouT oNCe aGAin... And soME others Are woRkinG...so yaH...IT realLi seEms daT the NEw year hoLiday Has FInaaAlly EndeD aND everBOdy is BAck To leaDinG THe typiCal hectiC S'poreaN liFe...haaAh~...

wEll, fRom vat I coLLected...Everybody SeeMS to EnJoy ThemseLves at tHEir resPectiVe JCs...OF coURse they DO, wHO woULDnt...beINg abLE to facE new ExperIEnce in lIFe...New PEopLe aNd 'nEw' Life... IT All SeemS SO intereStIN... YahZ... eveRyboDY haS sUCh a PAckeD SchedUle daT i tHInk tHEy'Ve FailEd to REAlise thaT the ResuLTs( o 'level ) wiLl be RelEased Soon...yaHZ...me? i hoPe daT mY resUlts wOulD be enOugH to lanD me IN INnova Jc...Dat's my FersT cHOice arh..yaHZ...its a New sChool anD it HAs cOmputer ScienCE...aND i wanNA taKE dat SUbjecT.. yeaPz...

well Fer tHOse GOin Poly...hMm...alMost eaCh And eveRyoNe of THem DOnT reaLLY nOE whEn Poly starts...hahakz...soMe say JUne,,somE say apRil anD some saY maY..DOinkZ~... tHEy reaLLY neED to do SOme cheCking At sTUff..yah~..mOst of tHEm are aLSO woRKin wHIlst waiTIng...aND sOme arE not eVen Sure waT coURse they'll taKE... ??? well, I hoPE daT iN tyme TO coME..they'll realISe de URge tO sIT doWn aND maKE theIR decISion carefUlly..stUdy theIR chOIces anD braiNstorm oR wateveR arh...hOpEfuLly dat WHen the Tyme Comes, they'll tAke the COursE daT sUIts theM aND the ONe dat They're INtereSted IN...NOt One daT is Made oUT of HastiNess...

ITs BEEn lYke 2 mThs sINce i lefT bp...YAhz...i tHInkz..But StraNGely, i dOnt reaLLY misS it...maYbe NOt yeT arH...buT i sURe do miSs thE fRIends daT i've maDe deR...mosTly tHOSe wHO have gradUAted..cOs i dONt reaLLY makE frIeNds wiF thE othER levels i Guess...dONt NOe wHy buT dOnt reaLLY makE an effORt to dO sO...bUT waT the Heck..yaHZ...BP haS beeN qUIte an exPErieNCe...well, mosTly zaNy experIEnces...NOnseNsiCal Ones daT aRE sharEd wiTH the Malay Guyz...hahakz...doInkz~...tHE malaY GuyZ aRE a buNCh of CrazY fOol WHo aRE veRY abLE to COnnecT wiTh OThers( other races anD stUFf arH)..TheiR craPPiness Put smILes ON facES eveN ( or UsuaLLY ) in The expenSe of Makin a Fool ouT of tHemseLVes...bUt i'm sURe we've pISsed OFf sOMe pEOple Too laRh..tHOuGh NOt iNTentiOnallY. hahakz...bUT wEll, daTs tHE paSt...i SelDOm meeT theM noW...cOS theiR in JCs...BUt i sURe hoPe dat WhEN we Do mEet aGAin, tHE boND daT we HAD woUld rEmAIn inTact...aSide FRom tHE deSire to meeT OLd frIends, i RealLY wanT to MEeT othER peoPle..maKE a bUnch of frieNDs. to See the DiffeRent tyPes oF peoPle daT exISt...ExpaND the CIrcLE of fRienDsHIp shAre New ExperiEnce wiTh new PeopLE...yAhz...EveryBOdY eLSe haS( goIn to JC aND all ) bUT me...weLl mayBE saMe Wif me exCept thaT i'm doing IT a SlowER paCe...i've maDe friEnds at MY woRKplaCE...anD i See The diFferEnce in eacH oTher whICh spuRs mY IntErest IN GetTIN to Know PEopLE..iTs Really inTereStIng to KNow abOut HOw oTher PeoplE fEel aND acTs...And ITs thIS diFfereNCe dat ActualLi dRive mY deSire to maKE new aCquintance( or soMethiNG lykE daT ).hehekz...

THe tRuth iS...i caNt waIT fer My ResUlts tO be releAsed...The waIT is Truly a draG fer Me...i want tO MOve ON...PuRsue hiGher StudiEs...eNter a NEw chapTer in my LIfe..buT at THe saME tyMe, i wAnt to EnjOY everY shORt tyme LEft i haVE aS a YOungSter..coS i realISe dat This HOliday IS tRuly tHE laSt hoLiday i Have...befORe i steP ClOSer to aDultHoOD WhERe LEiSUre Is simPly a DreaM~

// wOrkIng \\

2005-01-08T17:31:00.001+08:00

ouh~..yest..Friday... weNT to Open a bAnk accOunt...hehekz...yAy~... FInalLY got mY owN accOUnt...wenT wiTh DIn ah...jer temAn...at ferST wenT to yew tEe...deN lOts OF pEEps...dEn weNT to JUrONg...HAhakz...at JuroNG..gOT lost arh...DIdnt NOe IT changeD placE alREady so Lyke a bUnch of La-Losers...we WenT baNk hUntiNg..weLl, the whOle epISode eNDed roughly at 4 aND sinCE got wORk...Home i weNT anD toOK a nAp.. Zzz Zzz.

Well, weNT off to wORk at 7+ aNd...Though i waS late...errr..i waSnt dat latE...??? yah...den Met Eirfan~...he just fiNisHEd hIS shiFt...well, the oTHer WOrkers in His shift Dont reaLLY lOOk frIEndly..so Pity HIm ah... well, FEr me...i've maDE lotsa FrienDs..hehekz...buNch OF craZy peoPLe...Baqi(my packINg partner)... farhan,hamdan,Wan( i dONt noe hIs full namE) anD afiq Or somethING lyke dat...hahakz...well, yahZ...their craZy in a weIRd way...aND its a joy to be WIt thEm. Dan n Wan arE sMokers...theiR realLY hoOked oN to IT...ScaVEnginG anY ciGarretes fROm the Bin And all...PIty them...THe cOMpany paYs them, they buy cigars anD give Back the MOney..doINKZ~...

NWaes, today waS kinDA a dRag...Did the sAme thING as the otHer day...excEPt dat it waS NEver enDing...pLus the Sub-zero temPerature( exaggeratiNg ) diDnt make it aNy betta..tHOugh i waS weaRIn sweAter it was STill cOld arh...but nmInd...toNIght briNG anoTHer sweatER...yaHz...toNight i'm wOrKing yet aGAin...YippIe...so...ThiS moRning after Work...weNT back CCk haD BIG BREAKFAST on my oWn aND weNT hoME to slEep...NOw i'm awaKE...updatIN my BLog...eatINg sOOn...aND OFF I GO AGAIN!

// The FersT daY \\

2005-01-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

OuH..sO tODay's the FerST daY of WoRk...KInda ExciTeD n NErvOus..Waahahaa...JUx lYke goIN to Sch..well,the exCitemenT waS enoUgh to KEep me aWakE fROm 3 onwaRds...u See..i haVe to be AT the PLace at 7.45..N i Have NO clUE How to GO tHEre n HOw lONg it taKEs,so As safEty precAutioN...I deCIded To be KIAsu..hahakz...So...i Had BreakFast earLy aND Was Out OF hoMe by 6.30..Hahakz..KInda Early..

Oh ya...didNT saY wat Company i'm woRking for..or did i? errr..nmiNd..nwaes, its tHE BRITISH AMERICAN TOBACCA company...yah...its at seNOko LOop there...sO...yahz..SO...oFF i weNT to takE the MRt..anD sO sOme KIds GOin to scH...KIDS... hehekz...:P THEN the UNEXPECTED came...the EXcitemeNT Was OverWheLMing To thE exTent THaT My BowelS(LArge INtestIne) staRTed to ContraCT...Yes DudeS...i've to take a Dump..wEee...So...i haply Skipped To the Loo...lalalaa...hahakz...Yah...reaLiseD dat i Was sUPer dUper EarLY...so...ProoOOT~ N afTEr i'm DOne...i weNT oUt..N taDA...saW the InnOva Gang..So cOOl...theY proB haVE so mUCh FUn...yahZ...so jEles..hahakz...rIte~...chaT wiF them Fer a WHile..anD zOOm i go to cOntiNue MY JouRney..well, DeN in da 169 bus...i saw HAMDAN..a PRi sch Fren..he was Wif HIS friend..aND guess wat..We're alL wOrkin at THE saME place..yah...they DOnt noE where IT is toO..buT..luckiLy fer Smart me...i foLLoweD the PreciSe instRUctions..coUnting 9 stoPS before aLIghting..buT...hey...they DIdNt waNT to FOllow me...so theY staYEd till the NExt sTop...doINkZ... SO..jux theIR luCK laRhz... So samPAi...masOK...blah blah2... skIp to The wORk.

Well, the Work is Easy...jUX LOng HOurs arh..its siMply pacKIng stUffs...fer ME arH..anD MUHD BAQi( a NEw FrIEnd).weLl, todaE we PAcked 555...a CIgarette Brand..well, its a Fast-paced enViroNmenT bUT its CooL arh...pacKIn cigarS...HEhekz...SO MANY CIGARS...AS IN bags and bags and boxes and boxes..Not dat i sMOke or Nthing..buT yah...doINkz~...we have teabreaks..and lunchbreaks...aND fer LUnCh todaE..aTE prata..at a CanteeN outSide. yahz...so...well, at Ferst there wE macHine Problems sO it waS kinda sLAck..bUT later On whEN the macHines staRted woRkinG...ITs so hectIC~ yahZ...

sO...TOmoRRow, wORkinG at NIght..yay~...hahkz...dats aLL~

// FinalLY... \\

2005-01-05T19:45:00.000+08:00

weLL weLl,Today...Woke Up eaRly..haD 'breakfast'. Just sOMe peanutbutter bRead...hehekz...not mUch buT yah...i'm tryIng This roUtine Of haVIng BreakfasT eveRy MOrning.its aLl in the effORts Of havIng a ContrOlled Diet. i'm trYIN to lyke have at leasT 3 Meals a day...anD a cOMpulsOry breaKfast...i Hope it'll HelP me GAin weIght coS...evIDently its NEcessaRy. :P

So...TodaY...waS oFf to fINd woRk wiTH din aGAin...BUt fraNKly I waS not iN da MOod.hehekz..buT gavE him my Word..n fuRthermORe, Cheryl waS cOMin alONg...yaH..its a FrieND of OUrs..shE waNTs to Find woRk tOo...well, fiRstly Due to my HesitaTIon, i camE late...actually,i waS lyke half an hr laTE...sO..Din,i aPoloGise.hahakz...MEt AT CcK...THen dIN tolD me He's got a JOb...FoOOoo..yaY~ iTs aT the sAMe plaCe as Where HIzam useD to wORk..So...FinalLY,hiS seaRcH haS finally Come to an eND...HOOoraY~... THEn it cRosSed My mIND dat sINce he DOnt neeD to fiND oNE nMOre, mIGht as Well AbaNdon the PLans..hehekz...:P BUt naH, it woUld be tOO crueL aND a Waste OF his TiMe...iNStead, we DecIDed to Ask aLONg oUr deaR fRiend Eirfan, whose spIrits haS Yet to DroWn By The enDless SEarCh.hehekz...Then Wait For HIm lORh..hahakz...speNT someTIme at LOt 1 feR a WHile...thInkinG of Wat TO do aNd all... Den finaLLy deciDed to mEet CHeryl aT kinokunia at TAka...shE's applYing Fer a JOb there...hmMM...doNt noe watS the ChancEs,BUt Hope She Gets IT...anD oH yah, MEt zavier aT lot1..he's woRking but its off day fer HIm...then Whilst waiTing foR the BUs at tHE interCHange, meT wiTh FrIEnd sOOn keNG...he JUX fiNIshed Work at Was ON da Way hOMe...yaHZ...so...its Good to NOe daT he's Doin fINe...yah...

ORCHARD~!..meT CHERYL afTEr sOme Time OF searCHIn...deN...spEnt sOME tiME at tHE gigaNTic boOk sHop...hahakz...Cool PLace..Last Tyme dat I wEnt there..was Back THEN...sOME time agO..hahakz...didNT reaLly remEmber HOw HUge iT was,bUt at lEast Enough TO lead Them to the Right diREcTIon...afTEr dat...Ate at Sakura at FAR EAST..spenT tyME there...wINdow ShoppINg...OBVIOUSLY siNCe we dONT realLY haVE MONEY...hahakz.. :P THeN weNT to THAT CD SHOP~...well, basIcally We wAlked a LOt... TheN it caME to the POint where EnouGh is Enough..aND oUr LEgs COulD no Longer Bear to suppORt OUr wEIghts...sO...oFf we Go..HOMEwaRD BOuND..BUt toOk a STop AT sOME sHOp cOS chErYl wanTEd to buY soME a3 baTTerIEs...THEN THE MOMENT OF TRUTH ARRIVED..hehekz...well, u sEE yesTerdaY we Went For 2 inteRvIEws..anD WoOhOOo....THEY CALLED~ hahakz...BUt Din haD to REjeCt it Cos he's alREady got oNe...so LEft Wif ME..anD yaH...tooK dOWn the aDDresS aND aLL aND TMR...I'm OFF to wORk..Well, NOt forgeTtin BOut deaR eiRfan, we Asked THem IF there's vacaNcies, N YEApz, Eirfan's GOin fer the InterView tmR..( Hope He nOEs How To GEt iT..hehekz..).. And TypicalLY, we wEre NOisy bunCh in da MRt..laUghing Out aT JOkes aNd aLL...n yaHZ...hahakz...

So...Dats dat...TMr i'm WorkIn...And iTs in da MOrnINg tOo...at 8 at woOdlands..waH~...aNd its 12 hrs...soUnds tirING aND i dONt realLY noe waT i'll be DOin...bUT its a Tobacca CompanY tOO...BUT WAD THE HECK...at least

THE SEARCH IS OVER....

// * HMmm... *\\

2005-01-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

tOday...wOKe eaRly..BrowsE thRouGh claSsifieds anD ZoOm....OFf i Go fOr intERviEws..yeapZ... well, i diDnt veNture On my OWn.i haD din's cOMpany...well, yah..it can BE gOod or BAd..wHIch ever waY sEe IT.Hahakz...bUT well, nOthin cUD be MOre fUN thaN to be ON a qUesT wif a fREn..

So...FersT sTop was SuppOSed to BE at TANJONG PAGAR..but DumbaSs mE...Tot iT was AT bUGis..so Off we WenT to BUGIS...So sToopId me..waSTed Tyme..BUts its OK...so...we REached This INTERNATIONAL PLAZA.yaH...it waS soME JOb as a paCker arh..at clemEnti..nwaEs, we REacHed tiS buIlDing N weNT INto The LIft..n iT waS lyke..Office Workers..n therE we wERE,tWo yoUNgsteRs...felt So OUt Of PlacE..hehekz... But it GOt wORse..ONce we reaChed The OffICe..There waS tHIs glaSS Door..n We TOTALly weRe forEigN to It..hehekz...sO...STOOpIdly i tRIed StanDin in fRont of IT..hoPing dat it'll Open..BUt...Heeee....IT didNT..AND THEN...i tRied to pUsh IT...bUT...NoOoO...Then suDdenly, Out of tHE blUe,oUR saViouR ( da Form oF anOther INterview-ee...) cOMes to oUr aiD..u See...the OTher Opens uPon PressINg This SwitCh at tHE siDe...aNd alakaZam...MAgicaLLy it oPENS!...hahakz...SO...IN we Go...taGgIN Along insiDe..hehekz..:P BUt HEY! i havE my MOmeNT ToO..cOS..later On..soME other dUMbaSS diDnt Noe HOw to Get iN...so...Lyke A HEro i strode wiTh OverweeNing Pride To leT theM in..hehekz.. :P so YAhz...daT waS the FersT intervIew...The ONE dat I CHOSE to go...so..it waS simpLy n Short...n Jux haVE to waIT arH~

THE SECOND ONE was choSen by Din...We weNT to BORDER's Cafe...to Meet SOfia...yah..the manAger of sOMe thINg..hehekz...well, it tURns oUT tO BE REALLY an INTERview..So manY quesTIons..anD it TUrn out TO be a OUTDOOR SALES JOB.yahz...shE was LYke asKIn manY quesTions..aND yah...aNswerEd them INtelLigenTly...BUT THEN~...afTer the iNtervIew, DIn saID he hAd NO ideA waT sHE was TOkin abOUt n sTUff..sO...lYke..DOinkz~...tHEn he saID he WouldNT waNT the JOb...damN..franKly,i'm OK wiTh the Job,coS...well,aT leasT its a JOb...bUT diN didNT wanT to...yahz...But she saID dat if we Get it(sort of cos we got to go some other phases) she'll call by toDay...Yahz...so we Jux waIted and See...

aFter dAT..we heaDed to faR eAst FOr LUnch...we aTE aT sakUra..aND wALked2 to kill tyMe...at Ferst i was GoiN to sOME cable tv and broadband promoters interview at north bridge...but...decided heCK wIF it...so We weNT to esplaNade to CHill...atE soME YumMY BrowNIes tOo...aND yeahZ...we tOk2...plaNNed waTs Gonna HAppen in the months to cOMe and aLl...n ThinkIN bacK boUt all the Fun Tyme we HAd IN BP aND sTuffs aRh... n daTs preTTy mUch it...And Oh yah...met HUda and nuraisha..but diDNT reaLLy interact with theM arh...sO fOCused INto oUR conversAtion...n After dAt..

HOME SWEET HOME

And Oh yah...we DId get Dat call From sofia...But...NOpe..aINt takIn it... :(

// * sChool Term BegiNS * \\

2005-01-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

HEhekZ...NOt fer ME thougH~ i'm LoungIng aT home.well, hOPe my FrienDs out therE IN scHool arE haVing a SwelLing GOod tYme.hahakz...i'm SUre theY are coS itS beTta thAn HAvIN notHIn beTta to Do at Hm.SheeesH~

Well,i've deCIdEd Not to GO MI for the FerSt 3 MThs.yeaPZ...Dont Ask me wHy,i JUx DECIDED.HEeEe...well,I've BeeN seaRchiN foR a JOb alL TheSe wHIle BUt my aTtemPTs aRE all Futile.I am dOWn....BUt nOT oUT! wiTh thE new YEar JUX awaKeNin,i See LighT,i sEe Hope! my Head IS up aNd i SHALL try agAIn.I hOpe i laND mysElf a JOb.BUt alL is NOt losT if I Dont...fOR tymE caN be SpenT In maNY othEr waYS.(spend=waste)hehe...wiTh tYmE,i caN Do prettY muCH waT i Want.i caN go Spend a daY at bUkit tImah hIll,engaGing in Intimate MomEnts wiTh Mother NAture.hehe...OR alternaTively, i can spenD my time REading aT the LibrarY...weLl, to break a MeNTal Sweat. I totaLLy depeND on My FrienD dinie To fill me With How Jc life IS lyke...well,for thaT matter,anY of u Who goes Jc can sHAre iT wif ME aigHTz.... The ONly wOrry of Not gOIn is To be LEft oUt on leaRning Stuffs..yaHz...OR i caN JUx go to tHE beaCH agaIN n aGAin...hehekz.. :P weLl, lYfe(rigHT nOw) CertaINly SeemS to Be in a Mist. I'm cLueLEss To waT's Gonna haPpen in tyme to Come but Yet, aLL the UncertaInty is maKin it alL the MOre exciTing. Plus the Fact Dat evEry Minute INches Me clOser To MY O'level resuLTs. Its RealLy a Mind-boggling waIT...anD i REally HopE dat mY reSulTs woUld Be Good EnougH fOR a Jc.

Well, dats daT...Its 11 Now,aNd damN i'm hungRy..hahakz...Dont NOe vaT i'll DO later...MOst pRob Out to Find a Job...This wEek shaLL be DedicateD to FindiNG a JOb...hahakz...yet aGAin..shEeesH~

// TenSioN \\

2005-01-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

FOooooYoOoOo! WHat a tEnse gaME! S'pore Vs Myanmar!

daMn...So draMAtic Game.buT it Was TrulY an Eye-openeR maN.LYke waT the Hell wAs Myanmar DoinG~aLreadY 3 man Down...thEY plaYed LYke HoolIganS! its truly A shamE.fer the extra tIme...theIR sTupId antICs raNge FRom attEmPTing to INjure the S'porean players to taUntin the Lions.Lyke...heLloo...u're LosiN?? waT the HELl shUD we Come Chase THe ball For...DUmbassEs! sHEeesh~

tHE tenSion Kept On BuilDing UntIl It suDdeNly sNAp.One DickHead myanMar REseRve GoalKEeper(damN,If u're alreaDy a ReseRve...Jux Chill IN oUT corNEr wOuld u???) tHrew A bOttle aT Mani...heCK! waT Are u TryIN to Do?well,fraNkly it waS a bIt of Mani's fault too cos He soRt of "kicked" a plaYer befOre trYing to hoLd to Players fRom coMing into BLows.buT...daMN...a bOttle to the HEad.OUch~ dat Gotta HurT~

N there's One more Funny InciDent,whEn Ishak goT elbOWed by Myanmar's Defender n IShak naturally reacted wiTh a Friendly pat on the Back.N Soooo dRAMATICALLY...the myanmar player ClutChes hiS face n Fall to the gRouNd.hahakz...reMinds me of RivalDo's acT in the last wOrld Cup.hehekz...nwaes,dat dUDe was Prob THinkin "Holy Shit! I BEtta Drop dead beFOre thiS fiErce mamat(ishak) Beat the Crap oUt of ME" hehekz...well,dat waS another incident wHEre tEnsIon waS reaLly HigH.FooooOoo....

Well, One Thing i LEarn fRom the Match waS to be GratEful anD proUd to be a S'poreaN.the wAy the MyanmaR acTEd was a Total Disgrace Yet the SuppoRters waS sUpportIng them alL the way( i Dont noe if its lOyalty or PLain IgnoraNT stupidIty) welL,u sEe the MyanmaR fanS were TotallY hOoligaN-lyke...n in da Midst Of hiGh tenSion and aNgst, the s'PoreanS managEd to Keep theIR cOOl..u See...the DIckhead(reFEr to above) who Got red CardeD was fRee to waLk Out..wIthoUt anY escORt..yet he walKed away to the DressiNg Room unhaRmed.It wuD have Been so DiffeREnt if iT was The other WAy arOUnd n a Lion player waS waLkin away at Myanmar's staDium.HE's Probably Die OF bottle boMbaRdmenTs in 3 stEps.hahakz...FurtHemore, thE PLayers manaGed To maiNtaIN theIR discIpliNe(to a cerTain level thAT is).aNd it IS reaLLy greaT to See dat....yaH~

BUt alL aND all, we MUst thInk baCK~ daMn iNDra...IF u haD sCOred...so mUch TroubLE n dramA wouLd be aVerted.:P

CONGRATULATIONS S'PORE! GD LUCK IN THE FINAL!

//^^ THe hOlidayS ^^\\

2004-12-29T14:30:00.000+08:00

Well, the HolidaYs' cOMin to an End sOon...Some FrienDs wiLl be Goin to TheIR respEctive Jcs fer the ORientaTion.HOpe u Guyz haVE fUn! hehekz... N the OtheRs whO aiNt gOin...eITher DoIn thEir OWn stuffs aT hOMe or at Work....OR...CONTINUE theiR fraNtic SeaRch fEr a Job..hehekz...

FEr ME..i haVE no Clue wHEre i'll be at.i haD RegistERed fer MI buT On seCOnd ThouGHt i THougHt i wouldnt wanna Go.yAHz...buT...well,preseNtly,i'm in dilemNA.i Dont REalLY nOE wheTher i Ought to go OR not..franKly spEakin..its NOt dat bAd aT all to gO. MEetin nEw PeopLe makIN Friends anD all...But tHEn agaIN...This is The ONly "long" hoLiday i have LEft as a TeenAger.afTer tHIs..jc..thEn NS..Then aduLthood anD shyTE.tIme Truly Flies.in a Mere bat of the eye,i'm 16...daMN! befORE i nOE it...i'd turN 60...shEesh~

Now...the Holidays haVE reaLlY beEn fUn...SENTOSA oUTings aND MOvie waTchin..hahkz..i've WatChed Quite a numbeR of MOvies receNTly..N On an OccaSIon,i waS in The cINema watChing Blade Trinity wiTh OLINDA..NOT With..but "with".hahakz...well,taLkin BOut oLinda..I seRioUSly THink daT Her vOTes trUly hElped Taufik Batisah Win..erm...oKie oKie...IncLudinG all Those Crazy Fans whO voteD coUntlessly Fer Him.hahakz...But...its quite a waSTe tOO acTualli..(the hOlidays i mean) i REalLY hoPEd to sPEnd Tyme Wif Mah FrienDS...buT sOMe arE busy wORkin anD aLl..andD its Cool.well...i gUEss,Now we Dont have MUch tyme to sPEnd tOgatHEr buT stIll...I belIeve stRongly dat OUr fRiendsHIp wIll CaRry ON. To EIRFAN,DIN,DINIE,HIZAM,ADEEL,SHAHRIL, ZUFAR,SALIHIN, HALIM,ADIB,FAIZAl(bAsicalLY All tHe malAY dUDEs).....GUYz,tHanKS fER thE fUN tyMEs we ShareD tOGatheR Yo...Dudes,we're Goin Our sePAratE waYs bUT daT aiNT meaN dat wE aiNt frEnz NomoRE...sO Hold ON to Our FrIEndShip yahz?Keep IN tOUch Wif One n Other n alL...Love Ya GUyz...hehekz...(not IN a Gay waY ah)

Well, i Guess Dats dat Fer todaE..I have No iDea wat MOre to wRite...So Tataz!

//seNtosAa\\ GOsh...agAIn???

2004-12-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

YEapz...WeNT to SentoSa on tHUrs,daTs yesTerdaY...YEt agaaIn...ME,dIniE,faiZal,ahmAd,eiRfan anD diN...yeapZ...n TherE weRe soMe OthEr PeopLE fRom 203 of 2002.yah...Lyke aisyah And,elLy anD aNNa...yeaPZ...

Well,Kinda Bored Lah..so...wat tO do...Go SenTOsa aH...migHT as wEll go siNce thERe are Some PeoplE theErE..yeaHZ...so...neeD not saY lah waD we Did therE...the USual BeaCH thinGy..In out Of the 'sea' plaYEd Freebie aND soCcer...yeaPZ...buT it waS quITe a quiet OutIN ah...NOt veRy rowDy of soRt...plaIN ah..yaHZ...so..wasnT much Fun..hEeee... :P

well, acTualli i'm kInda LAzY to wRite BOut daT..HeEe..LEts toK boUt the "hols"..yahz..its Comin TO an eND dats Fer sURe...fer ThoSE goIn fersT 3 mOnths...well,ENjoy uRselVes peePS..me? i'm NOt gOin...chanGEd my MIne..besiDes,i'm hoPin dat my ResuLTs wouLD be beTta sUCh dat i woNt go MI so...dOnt wanNa waSte tYme therE...rathER wasTin tyme ElseWhere..hehekz...yahz..acTually,i've beEn wanTin to Get a JOb..buT..mostly its the outdoOr sales.i'm cOol wiTh dat if They havE a baSic salAry thiNGy..but most Dont..so...i aiNt takIn it..well,i hOpe dat i can Find a Job lah..in janUary n Feb...yahz...if nOt den its Too bad..can SpeND my tyME doIn suM other Stuffs..hehe...yahz...well, dats dat ...gonna Sleep laHz...yahz...spEnt Today at Home MOstly playINg gamE and watChin "THE ITALIAN JOB"..soMe cOol theFt movIE..sO..cOncLUsiON= a Day well sPEnt! :P

//SENTOSa\\ yet AgaIN

2004-12-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

Yah...weNT senTosa YEt aGAIn...bUT this Tyme ITs wit mah FAMIly...Hehe...aiNt goNna Miss Out on da cHAnce...hehekz...wenT off eaRly..at 11...

Well, i wasnt FeeLin verY fiT latEly.kinda Down Wit a Fever...or flU...or watevER ah..but..thE pOINt IS i've Been Sick...and Weak... :( yah...but stIll had a joy there...fer one, my BAbY niece's ferst oUTing to the BEach! hURraY..aND sHE weNT swimMing...guLpin doWn salt waTer..n all...hahakz...SHE's sImply adoRablE..damN..COmpetITion's stiffLing..:P:P:P hahahakz...

nwaes,my bRo-in-law did skim...i tried a bit and there...not mUCh lah...not when "hingus" is drIppin out of my nOse...HEHE...YUCKS! nwaes, in facT, i slEpt the day THere...hehe...got a terribLE heaDache so ..mIGht as wEll resT~...yahZ...but damN it waS sUperBly HOt..the sUN was MErcilEss...scOrChin in its Full MIght...35 degrees celsiUS...BUrNinG HOT!

a Start

2004-12-12T20:35:00.000+08:00

HeheKZ....Finally a bLog of MY oWn...aboUt tyME toO...BeeN coNTemplatIN LAteLY But aINt gOT NO seMAngat tO staRt oNe...Too laZy..hahakZ...ok dOKie...so HEre it IS.. a BLog...weLl,this Tyme RouND..i'm JUx goNNa Write Wat mY Mind wiLls...aiNT goNna hoLd BAck No more...tyme's rUnnIN shORt...beFore i nOe IT...i'm at nS..den...UNi...HopefUlly...its Tyme To mOUld mY chaRacter...a SolId oNe...Find MY cliChe..Work ON iT...tYme To deTErMine How i Live MY liFe..

its Now Or NEver...

Life as I see It

DEAD

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//** The FersT daY **\\

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